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Ferris Bueller's Day Off

I found this DVD in my sister's room, I had heard of it, and seen bits an peices but never watched it all the way through. I finally did today. Pretty good movie. I have to say its a really good movie, I just wish they didnt leave the ending so open. I wanted to know what happend to Cameron, and what happend to Ferris & Sloane? It almost seemed like Sloane and Cameron actually liked each other, but thats just what I got out of it. And why after all that, did Jeanie decide to help Ferris get out? Like she would really do that, she should have enoyed letting Ferris get caught, i can see not by the principal, but the parrents! come on! it would have been funny if there was an alternate ending to it, where Ferris did get caught :) I would have laughed histerically! lol

2 more Jack Ryan movies to my DVD collection!

Only 1 more to go :) and thats my favorite! Hunt for Red October!!!! Woo Woo!!! :)

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Oooh my inner child is old enough to drive! SCARY!

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
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something's gotta change. And it's gonna
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Panic Attack?

Ok, I think I know what one of thes feels like now! I was so woried about Alison tonight, that I could barely breath, I couldnt sit still, and my heart was beating 30 beats a second! (Exageration I know but it gets the point across) I saw her get up and walk outside, I knew something was wrong, and I wanted to get up go outside and talk to her. But.... I was forcing myself to stay seated. I was torn, torn between the one person I love more than anything else on this earth, and staying seated... To some of you it might not make sence why I stayed seated. But I felt I had to. I would have soooo loved to walk out and give Alison a great big hug, and just let her cry in my arms, and I would sit there and listen and reassure her that it would all be ok. When she gets depressed I get depressed, when she has a panic attack, it causes me to have one. Whatever she ends up feeling I seem to feel as well. This is what I love being an Empath (One who sences (and thus feels) other people's emotions) in love! I love Alison Danielle Sheriff more than anything on this earth. There is only one thing I put before her, and that is God and his laws.

I am so happy to have her, noone will ever know. Even tho she brings me much sadness and depression, she also brings that much more Happiness, and serenity :) (I dont even want to think about how much of these things I bring her!)

I was so worried that as soon as everyone in the house was asleep, I called her Cell, yes it was midnight. but I had to talk to her. I had to tell her that I love her, and I miss her, and that I was worried to death about her, and soooo wanted to give her a GREAT BIG hug!

So for about a half an hour we chatted (well call dropped once in the middle and it also got dropped at the end, as we were saying our goodnights.) I feel a bit better, and less worried, now that she knew that I wanted to come out there.

I am such a sap....

For some reason I love sappy songs, sappy movies, and other sappy stuff lol.

I am watching What A Girl Wants right now. Its pretty cute. I still got a while to go in the movie. But MAN am a sappy guy! lol

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Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.

"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."

The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
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As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
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emotional forms and it's just a matter of
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This weeks movies

Right now I am watching the new Hulk movie on DVD, not too bad sofar, but the whole computer generated Hulk is kinda going too far lol. I think it would have been cooler if they would have done a hand-drawn cartoon Hulk for Bruce Banner to transform into! haha. (Oh and it totally doesnt follow the comicbook storyline. Sofar the closest new Marvel Movie to the comicbook storyline is.... Daredevil... and it is totally blown out of proportion too lol. I still have over 40 min left to it. just wanted to check online to see if anything was new. Ok Im gonna go back to the movie now. -- Update: Just finished it. Contrary to popular opinion, the movie wasnt all that bad. It def wasnt a GREAT movie, but I will definately buy it when my sis gets the previously viewed copy in at work. (then I will have almost every Marvel Movie)

With only 16 min left on my Cell phone for the month..

Its time for me to put my phone away... At least till the end of my billing cycle (which is Oct 28) Tues, so I have 16 min to last me until Tues Night. (Tho after 9PM, and before 7AM I can use it as much as I want, and on weekends I can use it as much as I want. I can just make a 16 min call on Mon thats it... and its done, tomorrow I can call all I want, cause its... A WEEKEND! hehe)

Received Metal Dreams Vol. 1 Today... hehe :)

Only one more CD to go on this set of cds I bought. Prolly will have it when I come home tomorrow. I am already listening to it, It is the German Release of the CD. Came in a Protective Cardboard Sleve over the Jewl Case. The Warnings on the cd itself is all in German. Beautiful CD. I can see why they continued to make 5 of these CDs. Once I get the 2nd one, I will have one more left to get to complete the colection. And as far as I can see the only place online that caries it is the label's website http://nuclearblast.de and they require you to spend at least 15 Euros on their site before you can buy a cd. (that kinda sucks)... since Metal Dreams 4 is only 7 Euros.

In case you guys havent noticed....

Ive been using a new format for my current music. Its read this way:

For CD's, MP3's and other Streams: "Song Title" - Artist [Album Title]
For online music, "Title" - Artist [URL]

Im not sure how offten ill use the online music option.. but hey.. I set it anyway lol

Scary!

I just found out that Jayna, Rich, Heidi and Tyler, are all Pyros as well. We had better not let all of us in one area where fire is at. That could get ugly. :)

I already know how to make napalm, and I know where to find info to do alot more. (Ive never done any of them, YET, and if I did, it would be in a VERY controlled enviroment with lots of sand and/or water (oooh a beach would work just fine hehe) Ill just have to keep in mind what type of fire im working with, chemical, paper, etc. as each one has to be controlled differently.

Metal Dreams Vol. 3 has arived!

Yup the first of my orders has arived today. The others should arive within the next few days. (at least the Metal Dreams albums). I still have till mid Nov to get my Grave Digger Trilogy... Waits in anticipation!

"I've got a code."

Its that time of year again. I woke up yesterday morning with a very sore throat. This morning I woke up with a sore irritated BURNING throat, and my nose was all clogged up, and it too was burning. Its pretty hard to breath right now. I may be cancelling with Annette. Cause it is HURTING really bad. But I will still have to go to Wal-Mart to get my check, deposit about one hundred in my checking, keep 50 for food for the next two weeks, and what ever is left I will throw in my savings account. I'm also supposed to meet Alison at Wal-Mart possibly. I gotta figure out what time I am going.

Nothing like a long chat with the one you love to settle the mind. :)

I just got done chatting with Alison. I feel so much better now. Just talking to her helped sooth me. I feel a bit lighter right now. I am off to dreamland now. I know who I am gonna see there. My dearest Alison.

I LOVE YOU ALISON!!! (I know your reading this :) )

Goodnight to all!

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My letter to Store Manager Ben - Submitted on 10-17-03

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Dear Ben,

It has come to my attention that false accusations are spreading throughout the store that may cause termination of my position in electronics. One of the accusations started a couple weeks ago about me "disappearing" from my department. Several associates and members of management approached me about my "disappearing". If I ever leave my department, I tell the other associates that I am working with where I am going. Sometimes it is impossible to tell every associate I am working with. But I make sure that at least someone knows where I am going. I offer a helping hand with other departments such as furniture, sporting goods, housewares, and other departments, when nobody else is around. There are other times when I have to get things in the backroom, such as the PlayStation 2, XBOX, and GameCube. I am there for the customer, and if I have to leave my department to help them, I do make sure that somebody in my department knows what I am doing. For a while I started a log of times for when I left the department, why, and who I told. Nothing has been said for a while. On Wednesday I was the only one in my department. A customer asked for me to page for someone to furniture. I did that very thing. Nobody showed, so she asked for me to page for management. Assistant Manager Kelly came by Electronics and I told her that the customer needed to speak with her. The customer got very nasty with Kelly and said someone should have helped her. I would have but I was under very strict orders by Assistant Manager Theresa to "Keep that body of yours in the department at all times". So I did this very thing. I love working in Electronics and helping customers, but its a no win situation, either customers are upset because we are helping another customer in another area, or they are upset cause we cant help them in that area. Many times I hear "Customer assistance is needed in Electronics" when there are 4 or 5 of us on the floor in the department, just the customer and or associate that the customer asked is too lazy to look for us when one of us should be an isle away.

The other day, I was approached by a front end CSM about a rumor that was spreading throughout the store. This involved a friend and I sitting under the pavilion out front during my hour lunch break. People are accusing me of having sex on the table with her. This is interfering with my work because it shoots down my self-esteem. I would never do something like that, and I would think that my fellow coworkers would think the same. It really works on my integrity, and gives me a bad reputation that I do not appreciate.

I would appreciate to know why these things have to be said about me. I am here for the customer, and I do my tasks at hand when told to, whenever possible. When asked to help out, I help out. It just really upsets me that some people have to speak of me in this manner. I would like people to know the truth, and that all that has been going on is false.

Sincerely,


Anthony J. Frandsen
Home Entertainment

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This letter was originally written by Alison, I just modified it to my own words, and added an event that was aplicable. :) Her words are my words, as we are one :) And yes I did sign the letter in ink, above my name!

Pryro..... Electricy :)

I learned today that not only do I have this thing for Fire, It seems I have a slight curiosity with Electricity too. I accidently shocked myself earlier today when I was installing the Belkin 5 Port USB PCI card. And when I did, I found the tingling sensation enjoyable. (I shocked myself by holding an active USB cable comming out of my Cable Modem, with one hand, and touching a screw on the back of the computer on accident) I really found this enjoyable, I sat for about 20 min doing nothing more than Holding my thumb (Left hand) on the active USB end, and putting the pointer finger (Right hand) on and off the screw on the back, I kept getting jolts, and when I held my finger there, ti would start to jump on its own. Kinda funny. tho this was about 5 hours ago, that finger is still kinda Twitching.

Im not sure why I have such a facination towards these potentially dangerous items.

Fire
Ancient Weaponry
and Electricity.

Work Schedule

For those who are curious, heres my work schedule.

	Sat	Sun	Mon	Tues	Wed	Thurs	Fri
10-18-03	10am - 6pm	2pm - 10pm		10am - 4pm	3pm - 11pm		3pm - 11pm
10-25-03	10am - 7pm	2pm - 11pm	8am - 5pm		5pm - 11p

What a day!!!

The day wasnt too bad until work. I got to work, and Found out there was MUCH to do for, Jr, Stacy, and me. Enough work to last from ALL Dayshift to, All Evening Shift, with a full staff. But we were expected to do it with only 3 of us. We got 90% of it done, and then some, zoning didnt get done.

A customer got Irate because there was noone in Funature to help her. She supposedly asked a few Associates if they could help her. and everyone said "They didnt work Furniature" so she asked me if I could page someone for Furnature. I told her sure. So I paged. No one showed. I was doing my work. and she came back about 10 min later, and said she wanted to speak with a manager. I asked her if there was any way I could help her, and she said I could just get a manager. So I paged for a manager. One wasnt showing, I happend to see Assistant Manager Kelli walk by, so I asked if she could help the customer out real quick. She did. Well the customer started yelling that their wasnt enough empoyee's in Furnature, etc etc... She said how noone would help her. But she put me in good light.. Which was good :) she said how I paged for someone, then went back to do my work. So I didnt know anyone wasnt showing. So she came back, and caught me, and asked me to page for a manager. She told Kelli I did what she thought I should have done. (She was more upset about the other associates that were closer to the area that just said "I dont work there" etc, or the fact that there wasnt someone in Furnature.) Afterwards, when the customer left, and Kelli came back, I talked to her, and told her Im sorry about it. And she said dont worry, just next time if someone needs help in furnature go help them. So I told Keilli about being coached. and how It seems like When I help the customers I get in trouble, but when I dont, I stay out of trouble. She said thats not right. So if anything, at least someone else in management knows. I am going to fully develop my letter tonight, to ben. I will give it to him on Friday (Hopefully hes there, if hes not, I will just write his name on the envelope, and leave it for him in the Manager's Office.

Well then they start sending people home, They sent EVERYONE else but me home. I think me and Carla from Sporting Goods were the only associates still there at 11, besides Night Shift. Stacy was sent home early at 9, instead of 10, and J.R. was sent home at 10 instead of 11.

Just before J.R. left, we got a call for a return, a 20" TV brought back, outside the box, with the box weather damaged. I get the thing 99% repacked. Im down the the last peice of tape, and I tried to stratle the box, so I could keep it together, so I could tape it shut. And all I hear is "riiiiiiip", I split my pants from mid-zipper clear to just below the knee. Talk about embarassing. I got behind the counter, and grabbed the stapler, and started to staple my pants back together. to the best of my ability. It seemed every move I made, caused the pants to rip a lil more, and the staples to pop off, so I spent the last hour, re-stapling my pants. I never got my last 15min break. When it was time to clock out. I took off my vest, and draped it over my arm in such a way that it hid the split. somewhat. the staples held from lower zipper to knee. it was the upper part I was worried about. Didnt want anyone to see my Blue boxers with cute lil polar bears. I get out to the car, and I start to check my pockets, to get my keys, I couldnt find them. Why, Cause they werent in my pockets. I left them in the car. and the car was locked. I had to call home. I got my mom, and she came up and loaned me my sister's set of keys, so I could unlock the door. I almost left my vest, and Badge on the roof of the car, but my mom reminded me. So I get in the car, and head home, I am just in a "why me" mood at this point. when I get home, Mom tells me I have to come upstairs, so they can see just how bad it ripped, by the time I got home, all the staples came out of the pants, and the pants look very Shredded. My mom and sis couldnt beleive I did it. I think they felt a tad bit bad for me. But they made light of it, and laughed. To keep me in a good mood. they know that as long as people are laughing I remain cheerful.

I am just glad I am at home now, where I am safe and sound.

Life aint easy......

It doesnt matter what people say, Life really isnt easy, No matter how you try to live happy, someone just seems to get jealous and they start "tearing at flesh like dogs". I love Alison more than anyone can possibly comprehend. Yet someone starts a rumor that me and Alison are getting VERY intimate on the benches. And it is spreading through the entire store. I am doing whatever I can to keep this one closed. (I might be going to talk to Ben about it. Cause its REALLY getting on my nerves) I know who is spreading the rumor in the first place. But the thing that REALLY bugs me is that this associate told me that I am a very good looking guy, and I do much better. I just looked at him. And I was ready to punch him out right there! I couldnt believe anyone would say that! It was all I could do to keep civil during that. I was told at work lastnight, that the associate that approched me about it, said that he knew I really was because I turned bright red. But what he didnt know is that it wasnt red as in Blushing, it was red because I was so damn angry at the associate for making the comment. Telling me about what was going around was one thing. but it was the additional unneeded comment that made me Livid! If anyone wanted to see me pissed it was then. As I was walking back to my department, I was ready to just scream, cry, and curl up into the bottom of the Electronics Register. I had no desire to work. All working spirt was destroyed that quickly. The whole day I was on cloud nine. Because of the day prior. Every since the Kiss I gave Alison I was walking with my head in the clouds. I was so happy. I felt like a major chip was lifted off my shoulder, and I was just floating. I always wanted to kiss her, on numerous occations. But I could never muster up the courage, and always ended up argueing against it in my head. and that side Always won. Well friday I seriously let it all go. And I went with my true feeling. I loved the whole experience.

Then later yesterday Elton told me how he seriously thinks that I have problems that I am downplaying the situation. The fact that its going around that I am "pimpin it" outside in the parking lot, as he put it. He feels I should be taking advantage of it and say "Maybe or maybe not, you will never know" But I just cant. If I said that It would not be true to myself or Alison. Cause as much as Elton thinks it is better for me. Its actually just the opposite. I value my Morals, I value my integrity. I also highly value Alison's feelings. How could I play like we are doing that, when the fact is we are not. Thats not fair to her. Sure she would love it if it were real. But thats what gets her, is that its going around that we are, when we arent. She wouldnt mind if it were true. But its SO completely untrue.

Another associate (a good friend to me and Alison) reccomended from now on sitting out in the open, instead of hiding back in the corner, where the benches are hidden from the door, and people only see us walk over the the hidden bench. So they assume we are doing something else. This associate feels we should sit out in broad daylight. So they couldnt say anything. I see exactly where he is coming from.

I LOVE MY WOMAN!!! yes I say this again. I just hate that I put her through all this crap, all because of Wal-Mart empolyees. If I talk to Ben, and he doesnt say anything about the whole situation. Then I AM going to start looking for another job. Because I am seriously getting sick of whats going on around this hell.

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My hardware!

Just thought I'd post my Family's PC


my new MAC (as soon as I get a monitor adaptor to temporarily set up it up, so I can hook it up to my TV)



and the TV / Entertainment Center that the MAC will be hooked up to.
(ignore the mess, The room was just picked up, and it kina got messed up because of.... TRYING to hook up the G3 to the TV.

I received my first kiss a while ago.... but....

I actually kissed Alison on the lips yesterday. It was a great feeling. It was very hard for me. But the mood was perfect. The atmosphere couldnt have been better. And I just REALLY wanted to show her how much I love and care for her. There have been a few times in the past while sitting on that bench with her that I wanted to kiss her on the lips. But I could never bring myself to do such. Last night was perfect tho. I missed her so much, after a week and a half (Roughly) of not seeing her, with the exception of meetings. Then being a night with a VERY Beautiful Full moon. I just couldnt resist. I had to kiss her.

I love my sweetie so much, and I realize it more and more each and every day, just to what degree I really do care about her.

I LOVE MY WOMAN!

Am I losing it?

I am losing my mind lately. Yesterday, I drove the Malibu to Wal-Mart to get my check. I had no problems. I went home, and came inside. Well later my mom has to go for a hair appointment. She leaves, and lo and behold, I get a call from her. Grandma yells up and tells me to pick up the phone, so I do. And mom told me in a slightly irritated tone that she went out to an unlocked car, and when she went to put her key in the ignition, she hit a pair of keys, my keys! I left the keys in the ignition, and didnt lock the door. The car could have been stolen so easily.

Well this morning I am awoken by grandma, she asked me where I put her keys. (I borrowed her keys cause mom had mine cause I left them in the car) I told her I thought I put them downstairs on the table. But I have no idea right now. its somewhere in this house. I HOPE! I am totally losing my mind. I think I have been going off into my own world A LOT more frequently lately. I just miss Alison so much, that I think about her always, 95% of my dreams involve me and her. I dont remember much about the dreams, but I do remember seeing Alison and me holding hands in most of my dreams, only thing I do remember.

Wow!!!

I just read Alison's latest chapters to her story, chapter's 4 & 5. They are VERY well written. As the story has been so far. I guess especialy since the story seems to have meaning to me. (And I know it has meaning for Alison

If only I could write like she does. I have the imagination, I have many tales in my head (as my dreams are proof), but I can never get them from my mind to paper (or computer)

I also think this song was prolly the best song to listen to while reading these 2 chapters, ESP chapter 5! I can just imagine this is prolly gonna be prentice's thoughts when Onyx dies, even tho at the time, they wont be a couple, or much more than just people who just met. But there is a definate bond that is developing in the story. Much like the bond that developed between me and alison, and it seems to be developing about as fast as ours has.

Drug Her - Dead Leaves

I heard this song today as I was listening to my Dead Leaves CD on the way to Wal-Mart to pick up my check. Well I stumbled on this song, I heard the whole cd many of times, but this is the first time I really heard this song! I really love this song!

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One time I asked God who I should be
I don't think he answered me
But I'm sure he's still around
Last night he stole my angel
He drug her away

You can't call it blaspheme
So I'll call it proof
I know he's still around
Last night he stole my angel
He drug her away

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Pondering "Hopeless Romantic"

Ive been thinking of the quiz me and alison took earlier. The result, got me thinking....

Is a "Hopeless Romantic" truely Hopeless? Are they not actually full of hope?

The phrase seems to be an oxy-moron, Theres no such thing as a hopeless Romantic, as all Romantics have hope for the future with the one they love. I know the phrase comes from the fact that it is hopeless to persuade a romantic away from the one they love. But still... They end phrase is totally wrong! ok.. this is enough for this rant.. I just had to get that off my chest!

Ooooh... New PS2 games and Toys!!!!

Look at this! Ive been watching the previews for this at work. It look very fun!!!


Eye Toy!

Price is gonna be steep, but maybe worth it!
$50 to add some movement to my entertainment... hmm... exercise... extra cash... exercise... extra cash... hmm.. tough one!


Im also looking at getting a video game based on my all time favorite TV show.

MTV's Celebrity Deathmatch

And it's gonna be cheap too on release! Released at Greatest Hits Price :) A Must Buy!

New PlayStation Game

My regular PlayStation has been neglected lately. I finally got a game that will help warm it up again.

Worms: World Party


Got it at Boscov's It was only 10 bucks, and Wal-mart hasent had any of the Worms series in quite a while.

Its hot in here...

Ok this house is very hot today. I am sweating like a pig right now.

Today was an ok day. Grandma woke me up at 10:30 to tell me we were gonna meet mom for lunch around noon.
I get up take my shower, we left the house at 11:30, Grandma had to run some errands, then we met mom and sis for lunch at Pizza Hut. we had the All you can eat Buffet. at 12:30 sis left, to go to school, me, mom and grandma were still eating a bit. then we left and dropped off mom @ work. Then me and grandma went home.

I checked the computer, no e-mails, not much of anything at that time.

Then I went to my room to watch Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure.

When it was over I checked my e-mail there was an e-mail from Alison the emode test that was in my last post. There was also an e-mail from daydeal.com saying they received my order, and shipped it yesterday. My Full Housing and Antenna for my Phone. Yippie i should be able to modify my phone from 4-10 days from yesterday. 3-9 days to go. :)

Ill post pics of the newly modified phone when available :)

Me, mom and sis should be off to the stadium to have wings in a lil bit. Ill be back later. SHOULD BE online, unless mom / sis / grandma get to the computer before me. in which case Ill be possibly cleaning up my room, and removing my old computer. to prepare for the new one I might get this weekend. (My uncle said hes gonna bring his old Mac down w/ him this weekend and let me play w/ it. This way I will be able to learn Mac, been wanting to for a loooong time. If I do get it, I might buy a Wireless Network system w/in the next few weeks. That way I can set up that computer to the net :) )

Hmm.. Me and ALison are both the same! Both "Hopeless Romantics"

	Hopeless Romantic For richer? For poorer? It doesn't matter to you because you're the Hopeless Romantic. Whether your sweetie is an oil baron or a grease monkey, it's all about until death do us part. Even if you haven't met "the one," you'll judge your soul mate by the love letters, roses, and foot massages — not the size of their bankroll. And even if their wallet is as fat as their sonnet collection, the toughest part of your relationship will be arguing over which charity to choose, who loves whom more, and who's the bigger Schmoopie. And if that diamond ring turns brass, no biggie — your love is totally not-for-profit.

Before I go to bed....

A recap of today. I woke up remembering my dream. I was a werewolf, a young brown werewolf, I was going into a hallway, when I saw Alison . She looked at me and didnt seem afraid at all, almost as if she could see who I really was. I couldnt controll myself. I ended up biting her, as I bit her in the wrist, another werewolf approached, an older looking grey werewolf. He looked like he could tear me limb from limb. I saw the look in his eye, it looked as if he wanted to be the one to kill Alison . That look caused a spark to ignite in my mind and heart. and then my vision in the dream seemed to move out of my body, and into the grey werewolf's body. I Saw the look in my eye, those eyes I will never forget, they seemed to burn like the very deepest regions of my heart were being torn inside out. Next thing I knew the vision moved back to my own body, the brown werewolf, and I saw the Grey wolf lying on the ground. Not sure how but I seemed to have killed him. Who or what was that thing supposed to represent? And how would the younger weaker werewolf kill the older, stronger, more experienced Killer, the Grey werewolf. a very weird dream indeed. It seems playing Castlevania: Circle of the Moon before I went to bed is prolly the main reason for the game, since I was killing many Werewolfs in the game just prior to falling asleep.

Well the day progressed, went to the meeting at the hall, and heard one of the best Public Talks I had heard in a long time. "Is Jehovah Really Your Stronghold?" (Stress on every word of that title) The speaker did really well. and a few of the points hit home REALLY hard. *Cough* Flirting *Cough*

The Watchtower study was also excellent. tho it would have been better should have I grabbed the correct Magazine! I grabbed the one for next week.

4:15 I went to the Skating Party. around 4:30 Jayna fell and cracked open her jaw. She left about 4:50 to go to the E.R. where she got 9 Stitches. I had no idea how she was doing, or if she needed Stitches or not till 6:10 when Rich (Jayna's Boyfriend) called via Jayna's cell. He told me Jayna wanted me to get the group over to the Pizza Hut on rt 61. Well I did that. about 10 min later they showed up at Pizza Hut, Jayna just kept her head down, hiding the bandages on her chin. It really didnt look that bad. Poor girl. During Softball last year she got a Softball right to the lip (this is when I just barely knew her)

When I got home, I got a voicemail from Alison so I call her. She had quite the Emotional day, if you wanna know just how it was, just read her latest entries in her journal. I think just the fact that I called her helped cheer her up a bit. I think she just needed someone to talk to about her day for a bit. And who better to talk to her than her man right? Right :)

Well with that I think im going to bed. have to be up EARLY tomorrow for work. Work @ 10, so I gotta be up by 8ish to keep my schedule.

Why is it that since the Trillian .74 E Patch....

I cant log into Yahoo accounts at all, and when I try.. all I get is a stupid

Anyone have any ideas? if so PLEASE tell me, I tried deleting Yahoo.dll, and reinstalling, I tried deleting EVERY yahoo related file in my trillian directories, and then deleting EVERY other trillian file, besides buddy list, and logs, and what do I get, the same freakin error! Stupid Basic Trillian! I REALLY gotta buy Pro!!!

Gonn go watch the Itallian Job now w/ grandma. Will be back afterwards to say what I thought of it.

Work Schedule

For those who are curious, heres my work schedule.

	Sat	Sun	Mon	Tues	Wed	Thurs	Fri
10-04-03			10A - 7P	7A - 4P			2P - 11P
10-11-03	2P - 10P	Got to talk to Management about this one, My availability is "1PM-11PM" on sundays!	3A - 11P		3P - 11P		11A - 7P

Update To Journal Colors.

Yes I just tweaked the colors more to my liking, I also added the Links section a lil while ago. Let me know what you guys think.

For those viewing the page from their Friends page, check it out go to and see for yourself how my new layout looks, and questions/comments/suggestions are ALWAYS welcome

Dreams..

Wed Night I had an unusual dream.

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I was walking through Schuylkill Mall with Alison. My family was there too. We were all walking together. Me and Alison were holding hands. We were walking a little behind my family. I hate shopping w/ a passion, but I seemed to be enjoying myself allot. Probably just being w/ Alison was why.

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I dont remember the whole dream, I just remember that basic part.