Wednesday, November 26, 2003

OK, 2nd one of these quizes that say I win by "Dues Ex Machina"

The World Is MINE! by Demonac
Name:
You will conquer:most of the Internet (but Microsoft still holds 40% in their iron grip).
Your title will be:Lord (regardless of gender)
You will succeed by:Deus Ex Machina.
Your Enforcers will be:Nanobots (nobody can stop nanobots).
Your first act as ruler:Spend 100,000 gold on a Phylactery and make yourself a Lich (undead live forever).
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Tuesday, November 25, 2003

My latest DVD listing

I went through and created a list just my DVD's, instead of me and my sister's DVD's.


Abyss, The: Special Edition
Agent Cody Banks
Attack of the Killer Tomatoes
Back to the Future I
Back to the Future II
Back to the Future III
Ballistic Ecks vs Sever
Batman
Batman & Robin
Batman Forever
Batman Returns
Batman: the Movie
Bill & Ted's Bogus Journey
Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure
Bridge of Dragons
Brotherhood of the Wolf (Le Pacte Des Loups)
Cannonball Run, The
Citizen Kane
Corruptor, The
CutThroat Island
Daredevil
Die Another Day
DragonBall Z: Dead Zone
DragonBall Z: The Tree of Might
DragonBall Z: The World's Strongest
Dune (Directors Cut)
Godzilla: King of the Monsters
Godzilla: Vs. Mothera
Godzilla's Revenge
Gremlins
Holes
Hong Kong 1941
Iron Monkey 2
I-Spy
Jackie Chan's First Strike
Joan of Arc
Johnny Mnemonic
Kiss of the Dragon
Last Action Hero
Lawnmower Man, The
Les Miserables
Lord of the Rings, The: The Two Towers Extended Edition
Meteorman
Millennium
NeverEnding Story II, The
Omega Doom / Blind Fury
One, The
Phase IV
Punisher, The
Quest for Camelot Special Edition
Rat Race
Real McCoy, The
Robin Hood Prince of Theives
Rodan
Samurai Jack
Scorpion King, The
Shanghai Knights
Signs
Star Trek Nemesis
Star Wars The Phantom Menace I
Stargate
Terminator 3: Rise of the Machines
Terror of Mechagodzilla
Three Musketeers, The
Titan A.E.
Tomb Raider
Transporter, The
Tuxedo, The
V The Original Miniseries
X-Men
XXx

Monday, November 24, 2003

I scored a 70% on the "Are you in Love?" Quizie! What about you?

As promised...

As I promised I made a list of the GameCube Games I own, Heres the list

DVD's bought in the last 2 days





























































Cannonball Run



This a pretty cool movie, I used to watch this whenever it was on TV. It is so funny, I usually catch the second one tho.





Citizen Kane



Elton from work talked me into getting this movie, He talks so highly about this movie, and says how its such a masterpiece. So I decided id get it and check it out, hey whats the worse that could happen, I own one of the greatest movies of all time, even tho I dont like it :P





The Corruptor



I picked this one up for one reason, Chow Yun Fat (Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon) I love Martial Arts movies. So I had to get it.





CutThroat Island


OK, its a Pirate movie, need I say more about why I bought it? :)





Gremlins


Ok, Gremlins, @ 5.88, Need I say more? I love this movie!





Hong Kong 1941


Again Chow Yun-Fat in a Martial Arts movie. Had to get it.





The Real McCoy


I used to watch this on VHS all the time, my tape is starting to show some wear, so I decided to upgrade to DVD (only 5.88)





Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves (Extended Version)


I love this movie, who cares if Robin hood didnt have an English Accent. I loved the way it was pulled off.





Titan A.E.


THIS IS ONE OF THE GREATEST ANIMATED MOVIES I HAVE EVER SEEN! The animation was simply supurb! Who cares if the end was kinda ODD, Planet BOB lol

Saturday, November 22, 2003

You tell me, am I bored?

I decided to make a list of my PS2 games. So heres a quick rundown of what I own.

I will do the same with the rest of my systems too eventually. Beware, the PSX one is QUITE long!

Friday, November 21, 2003

No matter how much, my answers change over time....

I always end up with this answer :)



cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


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Thursday, November 20, 2003

Oh Man, im such a fool!

I had to leave the meeting not long after it was over, I wanted to stay and talk to Alison. But some things she said, (which should have made her cry, and not me), were causing me to start to cry, I had to get out of there before anyone saw me cry. On the way home I was listening to the cranberries at full blast, and the song "I'm Still Remembering" came on. Talk about a sad song while I was already in a somewhat depressed state. This song just changed me from depressed to... Enraged at myself for leaving, I wanted to turn around but at that point it was too late. The lyrics that got me were "I need your affection all the way", I couldn't stop thinking of how Alison feels about me, and how I just left, and how shes having a very hard time lately keeping together / holding everything back.



Well, I think i'm gonna go to bed now, or maybe I shall play som Final Fantasy X, just to get my mind off of this, to try and get me back into a decent mood.





Cranberries I'm Still Remembering lyrics


I'm still remembering the day I gave my life away.

I'm still remembering the time you said you'd be mine.

Yesterday was cold and bare, because you were not there.

Yesterday was cold, my story has been told.


I need your affection all the wa - ay.

The world has changed or I've changed in a wa - ay.

I try to remain, I'm trying not to go insa - ane.

I need your affection all the way, the way.

Get away {X6}


I'm still remembering my life before I became your wife.

I'm still remembering the pain and the mind games.

Reverse psychology never tainted me.

I didn't sell my soul.

I didn't sell my soul.


I need your affection all the wa - ay.

The world has changed or I've changed in a wa - ay.

I try to remain, I'm trying not to go insa - ane.

I need your affection all the way, the way.


They say the cream will always rise to the top.

They say that good people are always first to drop.

What of Kurt Cobain, will his presence still remain?

Remember JFK, ever saintly in a way.

Where are you now?

Where are you now?

Where are you now, I said,

Where are you no - ow?


I need your affection all the way. {X4}

All the way. {X10}


Tuesday, November 18, 2003

Watching LOTR:TT Extended Edition

Yup, I looked at the chapters. 14 brand new scenes :) I am so happy :) Lots of extended scenes too. Alot more story behind it now. Much better char deveopment. I cant wait to have LOTR:FotR and LOTR:RotK Extended Editions so I can watch an all day marathon of them... oh my that would be a fun day. :) I wonder if even I could sit still for that long. (tho anymore I can barely sit through one movie without making a trip to my LJ to post lol)

I am at Chapter 18 of 68. I think I have a while yet to go. Been watching it for about an hour already. Im at the Gates of Mordor, with Sam, Frodo, and Gollum, just before Legolas, Aragorn, Gimli, and Gandalf the White enter Theodin's Court. Already seen 4 new scenes, and 7 Extended Scenes :)

I LOATHE Domino Effects!!!

I went into work this morning, after only 5 hours of sleep, worked very rapidly (I think I work best in the mornings like this, I get more accomplished, and my day isnt so screwed up, (If only I went to bed earlier, and actually got some sleep I would have no probs with this schedule). I got a peice from the new LOTR display set aside at work. When it came time for my break, about 4 hours after I started work. I went out to put the display in my car. I put the key into the car door. *Click*, and I turned the key a 2nd time, but there was nothing but dead silence. The electric locks werent disingaging. So I open up the drivers side door. and I our of curiosity, stick the key into the ignition, and turned, still nothing but silence. The battery was dead. I thought back, I had left my lights on, I turned them on this morning cause it was still slightly dark, and 95% of the people out there, on the road, had them on still. I had forgotten to turn them off. So I went back in. And I continued my day at work, without worry, I knew there had to be a way to get a jump-start before I go.

I saw Alison today, and the day felt MUCH better. There is nothing like seeing her smile to bring joy back to my world, even if the day is absolutly crappy, just seeing her face makes it all worth it. Well I finished the day, and I bought LOTR: Two Towers Extended Edition (With Gollum). I went over to TLE, and asked for a Jump-Start. They brought out a portible Jump-Start kit. And they jumped my car. (Remind me I have to buy one of them when I get a car, and I'd keep one in ever car I ever use. As they would pay off!)

So I head home with a freshly charged battery, I didnt think To leave the car running when I got home, for a while just to charge the battery. Well I went home shut off the car, then went inside. My sister was rejoicing when I went home and she saw the LOTR display and Extended Edition DVD. I ate dinner, and then went and took a nap, about 6:45 grandma comes in to tell me that she tried to start the car, but the battery was dead. So should she call Annette to get a ride. I told her that since I was so tired, and because it was so close to time to go, I would just stay at home. Even if it was a Ruby Tuesdays night. Oh well. I am finally well rested for the day.

All because I forgot to shut off my lights.... I am at home right now instead of at the meeting, and in about an hour, I would have been at Rubes.

Been up since 5:30

After only 5 hours of sleep, I got up, and now its time for me to leave for work. 5 hours wasnt enough. I wanted to stay in bed, and call in late, but that didnt happen. Im gonna be really exhausted by 11 tonight. I think i might take an hour nap tonight. As this could really take its toll on me eventually.

Monday, November 17, 2003

I had a great day today... well almost

The day over all sucked, but I considor it a great day cause I saw Alison today, when I wasnt expecting too. Made my day thats for sure. The rest of the day was long, and blah. But I talked to Mellisa a bit before I left work, and she asked how "the woman" was. So it struck up a conversation. Sometime during the conversation I said "I dont know what I'd ever do without her" and she said "AWE! Can you teach my husband how to say such things?". Its not really something you can teach, I only speak the truth. I speak what I feel, and speak purly with my emotions in mind. My heart tends to do the speaking, not my mind.

Awe.... I MISS YOU SO MUCH ALISON! I LOVE YOU DEARLY!!

I just wanna scream, and I wanna spend the rest of my life with her so bad. I really need to work on my mom, and gradually get her to calm down about us. Shes alot better now than she used to be. At least shes not putting as much pressure on me. Shes still not letting me go see her, but she at least isnt all jumpy, and is much calmer when I talk to her about Alison. More like shes starting to accept the fact that we are going out. And theres nothing she can say or do to prevent me from caring about her. So shes learning to accept it. So prolly in a month or two she should be fully accepting.

Welp I gotta go to sleep, as I have to be at work in less than 8 hours. Looks like tonight is gonna be a 4 or 5 hour night of sleep. *Sarcastic* Yippie.

My name, letter by letter analysis

A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
H You are not judgemental.
O You are very open-minded.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.

J Jealousy.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
M Success comes easily to you.
E You are a very exciting person.
S You are very broad-minded.

F Everyone loves you.
R You are a social butterfly.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
D You have trouble trusting people.
S You are very broad-minded.
E You are a very exciting person.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.




The Key for the Letters:

A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C You definitely have a partier side in you dont be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgemental.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
J Jealousy.
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
O You are very open-minded.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R You are a social butterfly.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V You have a very good physical and looks.
W You like your privacy .
X You never let people tell you what to do .
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You're always fighting with someone
You are an Old Soul!
You are an old soul writer--neither a pantser (who
writes by the seat of her pants) nor a plotter
(who plots out a book before writing it).
You're a person who values serendipity and
spontaneity, but also realizes the benefit of
having an idea where a story is going before
you write it. You may make up an outline or
have a plan for a book, and write something
totally different, but that's OK. You're not
comfortable writing without having at least
some idea of where the story is going, but you
also like the freedom to change the story from
what you originally planned. You're a born
writer who realizes the value of serendipity.


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I deserved an A++!!
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Friday, November 14, 2003

godd
You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.

"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."


Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth.
Her sign is the dawn sun.

As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.


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Tuesday, November 11, 2003

Bought 2 PS2 games, and a DVD today... Im glad I set up the direct deposit. I wont have to worry about carrying around cash, this sucks, when I have cash, I feel I can spend it lol.





























(PS2) Kingdom Hearts



Yup I finally got with it, and bought the game. Well now that its a $19.99 greatest hit. Of course Im gonna get it lol. (though we dont carry it at wal-mart yet at that price lol, so I paid about 2 dollars more for it)





(PS2) Final Fantasy X



Ok, until Final Fantasy X-2, Final Fantasy XI, Final Fantasy XII, and Final Fantasy: Crystal Chronicles come out, I am finally caught up with the Final Fantasy Series (with the exception of Final Fantasy Tactics Advance)





(DVD) Terminator 3: Rise of the Machines: Widescreen



Had to, it was $15 at wal-mart, I couldnt resist. It was either pay $15 now and know I get widescreen, or pay $10 in about 3 weeks, and get whichever is available from West Coast.

Monday, November 10, 2003

Picked up 3 new DVDs today, yeah they were all in the $5.88 bin at wal-mart (cheaper than on the website lol)





























Dragonball Z - Dead Zone (Movie #1)



Goku and the crew have to go up against the evil Garlic Jr., who is gathering up the seven Dragon Balls to wish for immortality and punish the world for his father's death. Unfortunately, Krillin, Piccolo, and Goku can't handle Garlic Jr. by themselves, but Gohan seems to be starting to realize his hidden powers, which is rather convenient for our heroes.






Dragonball Z - The Worlds Strongest (Movie #2)



When the disembodied brain of Dr. Wheelo needs a body, only the best will do. So what's a brain to do but kidnap Piccolo and Master Roshi--knowing Goku and the gang will follow?





Dragonball Z - The Tree of Might (Movie #3)



When space pirates plant an energy-depleting Tree of Might on Earth, it's up to Goku and his friends to destroy the tree before it destroys the planet.

Sunday, November 09, 2003

A Great Day

I worked today 3-11. I saw my dearest @ 9, when Erin brought her over for my break.

I love that woman so much, its hard to beleive its even possible, that she loves me back! She showed me the teddy bear she bought yesterday, as we had one still in the toys. (It was so adorable). And when I went to cover her mouth cause she was laughing so hard at the Spongebob toy, she bit my finger. I couldnt beleive that one. So we went out side, and Alison and I did our usual cuddling, and hugging. Then somehow her hand eded up near my mouth, and I got her back lol :)

The night ended when after work, they were still around, and all 3 of us walked out together. And me and Alison parted with a Kiss (and a butt-kicking from Alison)

Comcast On Demand?

I just found out about Comcast offering the Anime Network, free on On Demand. As well as HBO/ CiniMax, TMC, and much more all for free, only with the On Demand service. So I have the ability to watch these shows for free, at anytime I want. (Good thing I stocked up on VHS tapes, but I think its now time to stock up again. lets see... a full Anime series will fit on either 1, or 2 tapes, depending on the length of the series (average is 12 or 24 episodes.)

Saturday, November 08, 2003

I was thinking of the idea Alison said she would want for a wedding / engagement ring. And I started to sketch the ideas fo the stone positions using MSPaint.

Heres what I have sofar. A ruby in the center, surrounded by 6 smaller Onyx Stones.

Stone Layout

Hmmm... Had to take this test :)



See what Teddy Bear you are.

This sucks...

I love Alison dearly, I am going to be gone most of the day. But I cant even write an e-mail to her, cause she told me "The only e-mail I want from you tomorrow is the chapters" from her story. I want to write her an e-mail, but I guess she figures if I dont write her an e-mail, she wont cry too much, and miss me as much, this just plane sucks!

Man, I've missed her since we let go of each others hands last night, when she met me for my lunch break. We did what is shown in many movies, holding hands, then as I had to start walking into the backroom, we are still holding hands, but our hands are slowly slipping away from each other. the second our last finger lost the other's finger, it was sudden depression in my heart. (I am sure in hers a well). I have never felt that down in such an instant as I did there.

A little something, to occupy my time.

The World Is MINE! by Demonac
Name:
You will conquer:the Entire Non-Porn Internet (which is less than 30%).
Your title will be:General
You will succeed by:Deus Ex Machina.
Your Enforcers will be:The Luftwaffe (the Washington Generals of the History Channel).
Your first act as ruler:Ban everything unhealthy (then exempt yourself for the ones you enjoy).
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Thursday, November 06, 2003

New Avatar

I thought Alison might appriciate this one, I started to ponder on her nickname for me, and I decided to do a teddybear icon. Its crappy right now, but its a quickie. (and I have no graphical design talent)

Missed the meeting...

I stayed home, due to depression, I miss Alison so much. I had lunch with her today, my sister called, and I had to leave. I didnt get in trouble, which I am sure Alison was expecting, even though they knew exactly what I had done. They were just upset cause I had lied to them, telling them I went for a walk to clear my head. If I would have told them the truth they said they wouldnt have been upset. So I felt guilty all day for lying. Then, I couldnt find my book till about 5:40, when I finally found it, I sat down to study it, and I couldnt even get the first paragraph done, the paragraph completely had me confused. I then prayed for help to concentrate, and I just started to cry, then I fell asleep. Grandma came in about 6:45 and checked on me, saw me asleep, she tried talking me into going to the meeting, but I couldnt go, I couldnt let anyone see me crying. I knew if i went I would cry, and I knew I would prolly have to do the MICs, and I knew I couldnt do that, my mind was everywhere.

So Grandma and I read a little from the bible, it helped calm me down a little bit. We read Psalms 1 & 2, then Proverbs 18:1 at this point I was ready to go to the meeting, but I looked at the clock, and it said 7:10, I knew I couldnt get dressed, shave, brush my teeth, and still get there, anywhere close to on time. I would have only made it for 15 min of the meeting or so.

So we decided to watch a movie together, just to get my mind off of things, and to keep me from going to sleep (as I have a terrible habit of doing when I am depressed), and then waking up in the middle of the night bored.

We started Iron Monkey, until mom and sis got home from grocery shopping. Then grandma went to finish the movie they were watching Save the Last Dance. And I came up here to write this entry.

Wednesday, November 05, 2003

The Middle Ages Trilogy arrived today!!!

I am listening to the cd I had never gotten to hear before. Knights of the Cross, I was thinking it was about the Spanish Inqusition, but its about the Crusades, prolly the bloddiest war of all time. The songs show just how violent, and wrong those wars were.

I love Music that tells a story, whether its good, bad or ugly. Tunes of war is a very violent cd, but its well done, and tells a story VERY well. It does play on emotions, and you may feel like you are listening to "war drums" at times. The music has a very violent feel.

The 2nd cd, Knights of the Cross, is very dark, and very evil feeling. Not "demonic" but you can feel the pain of the innocent people who were killed in the crusades, Such a bloody war.

The 3rd is by far my favorite album!
This is the cd that got innterested in Grave Digger in the first place. I am a major Myths, legends, and history buff. I love reading about such things. And I try to know about all I can with such things. I dont like modern history (history that took place within the last 200 years), I like ancient, and post-modern history. Before tanks, panes, submarines, and guns.

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

Cant sleep...

I think I am going to put in Deadleaves...Or the first CD poxyloxAlison created for me. I think its still one of my favorite cds. Hopefully it will sooth me, and I can finally get some sleep, I got 2 hours earlier came home from the meeting early 8:30PM, went straight to bed, and woke up around 10:30, so I got a 2 hour nap.

Thus I can actually stay up for an hour and a half more so it would be like I went to bed at my normal time. but, I am going to try and get some sleep, who knows maybe it will let me get up earlier tomororrow!

I called poxyloxAlison at 11:50PM or so, just cause I was going through withdrawl, I miss her so much every second I am without her, Heck I miss her when I am with her, cause I know I will have to leave eventually. I was looking up some info on Ruby Jewelry today, I need to find out a bit more on Alison's ring size etc, I found several peices I liked, and that I thought she would like.

But 1) I am out of cash, and 2) I dont know what size she wears.

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Monday, November 03, 2003

OOOH...

I am still waiting for Metal Dreams Vol. 2 to arrive If its not here by the 7th, then theres something wrong.. As well as MTV Party to Go Vol 6 (that could take a bit, im not even sure if the guy got my check yet, and he said he will send it to me, when the check is cashed.)

I just got an e-mail from Amazon.com saying my Grave Digger "Middleage Trilogy" is on its way, shipped as of today. So it should be here sometime next week (according to Amazon's recommended arival date)

Not 2 bad of a movie....














Legally Blonde 2 - Red, White & Blonde


This was an interesting movie. It was quite a DIFFERENT idea. The first one wasnt bad Either, but I think I liked it better than this one.

An Odd, Cute, and yet completely crude comedy.














Eight Crazy Nights


This movie had its cute, and sad part. Yeah it made me cry, but I honestly didnt laugh through the entire thing! Everyone calls it a comedy, its got a comedy tag, but it is alot more serious than anything, the only thing that makes it "comedic" is the useless sexual references that appear throughout the movie. But to me it was totally useless, and wasnt needed. I could see the language coming from Dave (Adam Sandler) because it helped show just how rotten he had become, but the rest of it, there was no reason for. The cartoon was actually more of a "drama" than a comedy.

Sunday, November 02, 2003

Just Finished a very CUTE movie!














Finding Nemo


AWE! I just watched this on DVD! This is such an adorable movie! Yup I know it I'm a sap, but this movie is soooo cute. Movies like this make me want kids sooooo Badly. It was so cute and adorable.
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