I was just thinking about various friends I have who are in relationships.
Whats different between them, and Me and Alison?
Are we actually a couple, even tho we say we arent.
Take my friends Jayna and Rich for example. When I went down and visited. They were sitting on a bench, (much like me and alison do) just looking into eachother eyes, and cuddling up to each other. while holding hands. MUCH like me and alison.
Then theres Robert and Jen. They both love each other very much, and they tend to wrestle alot. just to help relax each other from a stressfull day. Much like me and Alison.
Then theres Heidi and Tyler, I hear they are at a "standstill" right now. but still When I saw tyler when I went to E-ville, he kept saying "I miss my heidi" and it just reminds me so much of what I think of alot. and what Alison thinks alot.
What really does separate us from being boyfriend and girlfriend? just saying it? we are already dating. This I am pretty sure. We just dont say it. Heck shes event planned a wedding date already. Oct 1st 2005 two years from tomorrow. so at that point, I will have known her for... 2 years, and 5 months (and dating MOST of that time prolly.)
Tuesday, September 30, 2003
Sunday, September 28, 2003
A Great Day!
Today was a great day, Was late for work, only 5 min. and only the 2nd time since I started working at wal-mart (a lil over 6 months ago) that I was more than a min late. So im not gonna worry about it at all.
Ok, Goodbye just came on, Its such a beautifully depressing song. "Goodbye my love, Goodbye my life, Goodbye my sweet romance, forever youll be mine"
Well on that im outta here.
Sweet dreams everyone.
Ok, Goodbye just came on, Its such a beautifully depressing song. "Goodbye my love, Goodbye my life, Goodbye my sweet romance, forever youll be mine"
Well on that im outta here.
Sweet dreams everyone.
Saturday, September 27, 2003
2 Fast 2 Furious
Yeah, it sucks!!! It really wasnt that bad, but compared to Fast and the Furious, or even Biker Boys it REALLY sucked lol
Just watched it on DVD.
Today I also bought 2 new Gameboy Advanced Games.
Altered Beast: Guardian of the Realm (You are a Guardian of the Realm chosen by Zues himself. As you progress through the levels you pick up spheres that power you up, till you eventually become an Altered Beast (a were-beast) in otherwords. really cool game. I was adicted to the first one, which was on the Sega Genesis. Me and my friend Robert completed the game co-op in about an hour.
Castlevania: Circle of the Moon The First GBA incarnation of the classic Vampire Hunter Series.
Just watched it on DVD.
Today I also bought 2 new Gameboy Advanced Games.
Altered Beast: Guardian of the Realm (You are a Guardian of the Realm chosen by Zues himself. As you progress through the levels you pick up spheres that power you up, till you eventually become an Altered Beast (a were-beast) in otherwords. really cool game. I was adicted to the first one, which was on the Sega Genesis. Me and my friend Robert completed the game co-op in about an hour.
Castlevania: Circle of the Moon The First GBA incarnation of the classic Vampire Hunter Series.
<lj user="xyberdawg"> is now a paid user!
Well I did it, I bought a Paid Account finally lol
Have a year paid already lol.
Have a year paid already lol.
Thursday, September 25, 2003
Good Night
Time for me to go to bed. I got my Check Card today. Will activate it early tomorrow, after I pick up my check, deposit half into my checking, and half into my Savings. then ill make a quick trip to the ATM, and withdraw 10, just enough to activate it.
:)
Im off to bed now, so Ill be rested for the morning. Goodnight all. Sweet Dreams.
:)
Im off to bed now, so Ill be rested for the morning. Goodnight all. Sweet Dreams.
The LJ Ossesion Test?
| The Ultimate LiveJournal Obsession Test | ||
| Category | Your Score | Average LJer |
| Community Attachment | 32.26% There's something special about you. Every once in awhile, one of your topics gets everyone chatting. | 26.46% |
| MemeSheepage | 64.91% I am but one quiz among millions. My brethren surround me on the page. | 31.1% |
| Original Content | 48.39% Using LiveJournal to express a few strong opinions | 41.47% |
| Psychodrama Quotient | 22.89% Your dark side's safe with us | 16.76% |
| Attention Whoring | 15.91% Slothfully Seeking Susan | 22.49% |
I decided to do a full list of all DVD's owned by me and my sister. Lets see if you can guess which
1) 10 Things I hate about you
2) About a Boy
3) Antwone Fisher
4) Back to the Future (Boxed Set w/ all 3 movies)
5) Bad Company
6) Ballistic: Ecks vs. Sever
7) Banger Sisters, The
8) BarberShop
9) Batman
10) Batman & Robin
11) Batman Forever
12) Batman Returns
13) Batman the Movie
14) Beauty and the Beast: Special Edition
15) Behind Enemy Lines
16) Blood Work
17) Breakfast Club, The
18) Bridge of Dragons
19) Brokedown Palace
20) Brotherhood of the Wolf (Le Pacte De Loups)
21) Brownsugar
22) Captain Corelli's Mandolin
23) Catch Me if You Can
24) Charade
25) Client, The
26) Cool Runnings
27) Corner, The
28) Cutting Edge, The
29) Daredevil
30) Dave
31) Dawson's Creek (Season 1)
32) Die Another Day - 007
33) Dirty Dancing
34) Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood
35) Domestic Disturbance
36) Dont Say a Word
37) Drive Me Crazy
38) Drumline
39) Dune (William Hurt)
40) Enough
41) Fast and the Furious, The
42) Four Feathers, The
43) Godzilla King of the Monsters
44) Godzilla vs. Mothra
45) Godzilla's Revenge
46) Good Moarning, Vietnam
47) Guru, The
48) Half Past Dead
49) High Crimes
50) Hot Chick, The
51) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
52) I'll Remember April
53) In Love and War
54) Infinity
55) Inventing the Abbotts
56) Iron Monkey 2
57) I-Spy
58) Jackie Chan's Fist Strike
59) Jakob the Liar
60) Jerry Maguire
61) Joan of Arc
62) John Q.
63) Johnny Mnemonic
64) Joy Ride
65) Just Married
66) K*19
67) Kate & Leopold
68) Kiss of the Dragon
69) Last Action Hero, The
70) Lawnmower Man, The
71) Les Miserables
72) Like Mike
73) Lilo & Stitch
74) Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring, The (Fullscreen)
75) Lord of the Rings: Two Towers (Fullscreen)
76) Love & Basketball
77) Maid in Manhatten
78) Majestic, The
79) Men In Black II
80) Meteorman
81) Millennium
82) Monsters, Inc
83) Mr. Deeds
84) Murder by Numbers
85) My Cousin Vinny
86) NeverEnding Story II, The
87) Newton Boys, The
88) Nine Months
89) Old School: Unrated
90) Omega Doom / Blind Fury
91) One, The
92) Outsiders, The
93) Pearl Harbor
94) Pelican Brief, The
95) Phase IV
96) Pianist, The
97) Princess Bride, The
98) Punisher, The
99) Recruit, The
100) Return to NeverLand
101) Road to Perdition
102) Rodan
103) Rules of Engagement
104) Sabrina
105) Scooby-Doo
106) Scorpion King, The
107) Selena
108) Shanghi Knights
109) Showtime
110) Shrek
111) Signs
112) Sommersby
113) Sound of Music, The
114) Spider-man
115) Spy Game
116) Star Trek: Nemesis
117) Star Wars: Episode 1 - The Phantom Menace (2 Copies)
118) Star Wars: Episode 2 - Attack of the Clones
119) Stargate
120) Stuart Little 2
121) Sum of all Fears, The
122) Sweet Home Alabama
123) Swing Kids
124) Terror of Mechagodzilla
125) Texas Rangers
126) The Abyss Special Edition
127) Three Musketeers, The (Disney)
128) Tomb Raider
129) Transporter, The
130) Tuck Everlasting
131) Tuxedo, The
132) Two Weeks Notice
133) V: The Original Miniseries
134) Walk to Remember, A
135) Watcher, The
136) Wedding Planner, The
137) When Harry Met Sally
138) Who Framed Roger Rabbit
139) X-Men
140) XXX
141) Zeus and Roxanne
2) About a Boy
3) Antwone Fisher
4) Back to the Future (Boxed Set w/ all 3 movies)
5) Bad Company
6) Ballistic: Ecks vs. Sever
7) Banger Sisters, The
8) BarberShop
9) Batman
10) Batman & Robin
11) Batman Forever
12) Batman Returns
13) Batman the Movie
14) Beauty and the Beast: Special Edition
15) Behind Enemy Lines
16) Blood Work
17) Breakfast Club, The
18) Bridge of Dragons
19) Brokedown Palace
20) Brotherhood of the Wolf (Le Pacte De Loups)
21) Brownsugar
22) Captain Corelli's Mandolin
23) Catch Me if You Can
24) Charade
25) Client, The
26) Cool Runnings
27) Corner, The
28) Cutting Edge, The
29) Daredevil
30) Dave
31) Dawson's Creek (Season 1)
32) Die Another Day - 007
33) Dirty Dancing
34) Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood
35) Domestic Disturbance
36) Dont Say a Word
37) Drive Me Crazy
38) Drumline
39) Dune (William Hurt)
40) Enough
41) Fast and the Furious, The
42) Four Feathers, The
43) Godzilla King of the Monsters
44) Godzilla vs. Mothra
45) Godzilla's Revenge
46) Good Moarning, Vietnam
47) Guru, The
48) Half Past Dead
49) High Crimes
50) Hot Chick, The
51) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
52) I'll Remember April
53) In Love and War
54) Infinity
55) Inventing the Abbotts
56) Iron Monkey 2
57) I-Spy
58) Jackie Chan's Fist Strike
59) Jakob the Liar
60) Jerry Maguire
61) Joan of Arc
62) John Q.
63) Johnny Mnemonic
64) Joy Ride
65) Just Married
66) K*19
67) Kate & Leopold
68) Kiss of the Dragon
69) Last Action Hero, The
70) Lawnmower Man, The
71) Les Miserables
72) Like Mike
73) Lilo & Stitch
74) Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring, The (Fullscreen)
75) Lord of the Rings: Two Towers (Fullscreen)
76) Love & Basketball
77) Maid in Manhatten
78) Majestic, The
79) Men In Black II
80) Meteorman
81) Millennium
82) Monsters, Inc
83) Mr. Deeds
84) Murder by Numbers
85) My Cousin Vinny
86) NeverEnding Story II, The
87) Newton Boys, The
88) Nine Months
89) Old School: Unrated
90) Omega Doom / Blind Fury
91) One, The
92) Outsiders, The
93) Pearl Harbor
94) Pelican Brief, The
95) Phase IV
96) Pianist, The
97) Princess Bride, The
98) Punisher, The
99) Recruit, The
100) Return to NeverLand
101) Road to Perdition
102) Rodan
103) Rules of Engagement
104) Sabrina
105) Scooby-Doo
106) Scorpion King, The
107) Selena
108) Shanghi Knights
109) Showtime
110) Shrek
111) Signs
112) Sommersby
113) Sound of Music, The
114) Spider-man
115) Spy Game
116) Star Trek: Nemesis
117) Star Wars: Episode 1 - The Phantom Menace (2 Copies)
118) Star Wars: Episode 2 - Attack of the Clones
119) Stargate
120) Stuart Little 2
121) Sum of all Fears, The
122) Sweet Home Alabama
123) Swing Kids
124) Terror of Mechagodzilla
125) Texas Rangers
126) The Abyss Special Edition
127) Three Musketeers, The (Disney)
128) Tomb Raider
129) Transporter, The
130) Tuck Everlasting
131) Tuxedo, The
132) Two Weeks Notice
133) V: The Original Miniseries
134) Walk to Remember, A
135) Watcher, The
136) Wedding Planner, The
137) When Harry Met Sally
138) Who Framed Roger Rabbit
139) X-Men
140) XXX
141) Zeus and Roxanne
"Sweet Dreams" (by Eurythmics)
Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused
Which 80's Song Fits You?
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I agree w/ all but the last, thats yet to happen.
Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
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quite lovable. You have many friends and will
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What type of eyes do you have?
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MY FAVORITE EVANSCENCE SONG!!!!!
My Immortal.
Your Lyrics
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
What Evanescence song are you?
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Tuesday, September 23, 2003
THINGS
1. religion/church: Jehovah's Witness
2. height: 5'9"
3. weight: 220lbs
4. shoe size: 11
5. lefty/righty: Ambidextrous
6. eye color: Blue, Green, Sometimes Blue-Green
7. hair color: DARK BROWN (Almost looks black)
8. hair length: Semi Short, Longer than I used to have it.
9. Piercings: nope
10. Tattoos: nope
11. Scars: ENOUGH
12. glasses: nope
13. car: none yet
14. living arrangements: With Mom, Sister, and Grandma.
15. school: Graduated in 2002
16. school colors: Crimson and White
17. school mascot: Crimson Tide
18. Bed time: Whenever I get there.
19. Morning time:either 6ish or Noonish (depends on when I work)
43. got a bf/gf: not yet.
47. how long has it been: n/a
48. sweetest thing they've done for you: n/a
49. love, like, lust: n/a
50. crush: Ive had too many
51. the person you wanna date: -----
52. what do you look for in a guy/girl: Intelligence, Curiosity, Caring, Sensitve.
53. longest relationship: n/a only friendships, and the longest is life.
54. (WHERE DID 54 GO???????)
55. shortest relationship: n/a
FAVORITE
57. movie: Lord of the Rings Trilogy, and Kate and Leopold
58. star: Sean Connery, Gotta love that voice!!!!! Great actor as well!!!
59. singer: Dude from H.I.M.
60. song: "Right Here In My Arms" by H.I.M. : "You Get Me" by Michelle Branch : "I'll Always Be Right There" by Michelle Branch : "Forgive Me/Scent of a Kiss" by Deadleaves
61. color: Black and Red
62. flower: Rose
63. holiday: none
64. animal: Komodo Dragon, Siberian Tiger, and Bald Eagle
65. channel: Sci-Fi, Cartoon Network, Action-East, Action - West
66. tv show: The Dead Zone, Inuyasha, StarGate SG-1, Crusade, Quantum Leap
67. radio station: 97.9 THE X!!!!! (when I actually listen to the radio)
68. subject: Science / Computers
69. state: Colorado
70. country: Canada, Its beautiful!!!!
71. word: AWE
72. phrase: "I dunno"
74. clothes brand: Whatever I pull out of my closet! Namebrand or not, as long as its comfy!!!! lol
75. cologne/perfume: Mambo for Men, CK-1, and Obsession (all Colognes I wear)
76. month: Dec, Dead center of my Fav Season! WINTER!
77. food: Ruby Tuesday's Cheese Fries yummmmy! Bacon bits!!!!
78. drink: Jolt (but I can never find it!)
79. store: FYE (to browse, because their prices are too damn high), EB (to Shop, cause their prices are great!)
80. place to visit: dont really have one of these.
81. day: Dont really have one, They all either suck, or are purely awesome! totally depends on who I see, and what I do.
82. time of day: Night
LEAST FAVORITE
85. movie: Dont think I have one of these.
86. star: Mariah Carey, Britney Spears
87. singer: Christina Agulaira, and the above
88. song: Mickey, damn that song is COMPLETELY UTTERLY ANNOYING when heard over and over and over, (as well as Barbie Girl)
89. color: I realy dont have one.
93. animal: CATS! I STRONGLY DISLIKE THE COMMON HOUSE CAT!
97. subject: DAMN YOU MATH! ALWAYS IN MY WAY!
98. state: New Jersey!
99. time: Mornings I hate MORNINGS!
102. clothes brand: dont have one
105. food: Eggrolls, Macaroni Salad, Potato Salad, Pasta Salad, Cole Slaw, and Sour Krout
107. store: ANY CLOTHING STORES!
109. day: Dont have one
FUTURE
113. job: Jack of all Computer Trades (with my own business maybe even called "Jack of all Computer Trades" :P)
114. marriage: Most definately
115. to: I have a good feeling about this one, but I dont really know the future.
116. honeymoon: i'd like to go to Colorado for the Mountains, or Northern California for the Coastline.
117. where will you live: Prolly PA
118. kids: hopefully a boy and girl.
119. boy's name(s): ---
120. girl's name(s): Elise, Carmen, Alison, Erica, Ashley, Patricia, and Amanda (these are only a few of the MANY names I like lol)
PAST
123. if you could go back to anywhere, where would you go: ---
124. least favorite memory: My ex-best friend betraying me.
125. most embarrassing moment: hmmmm, I dont beleive I have one.
126. first bf/gf: This is still up for grabs.
127. when was that: ---
130. the thing you wish you did but didn't: Applied myself more in High School
HAVE YOU EVER
131. a) Kissed someone: I havent kissed them, but I have been kissed
131. b) meaningful: Her kiss was meaningfull!
132. cried your way out of things: nope
134. tried to kill yourself: never tried, but I have thought about it. (long ago)
135. cried over someone you loved: Yes, way too much.
136. betrayed a friend: nope
137. used someone: nope
138. cheated on a bf/gf: nope
139. lied to your parents: .... Yeah a few times, and I feel awful about it.
140. ran away from home: Nope
141. got lost in a store: Nope
142. got kicked out of a place: Nope
143. got drunk: Nope
144. drove a car: Yup
145. been grounded: Nope
146. broken a bone: Nope
147. ran into a door in public: Nope
FIRST THING
148. george w. bush: EVIL
149. rubber: Rubberband
150. wet: Shower
151. big boy: Me :P
152. candy: REESES!!!! YUMMY
153. boys: Creul
154. Love: VERY CRUEL, BUT WONDERFUL!
155. girls: Very Sweet, and easy to talk to!
156. death: Unafraid
157. life: Fearfull
158. mom: Great person, Worries about me a lil too much tho.
159. dad: --- Dont wanna go there ---
160. quality time: With the one I love? WooWoo!!!!
161. ball: Pinball :)
162. bill clinton: A$$HOLE! AND A CHEATER! I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR HIM WHAT SO EVER!!!!
163. God: Love
164. devil: Deceitful
165. britney spears: DEVIL!
166. pie: PUMPKIN? YUMMY!
167. jello: OOOOH Better be Stawberry!
168. grease: John Travolta's voice got on my nerves!!!! But Olivia Newton John, oh man what a voice!!!!
169. grody: Washing other peoples Underwear!
170. bubba: Bubba? Wasnt that a char from Mario? lol
WHICH ONE?
171. coke/pepsi: Pepsi
172. sandals/sneakers: BOOTS!
173. boy/guy: Im a guy, so... there :P
174. girl/chick: Girl, chick always seems very shovanistic to me.
175. cd/tape: CD's!!!! Tho soon ill say MP3's!!!! lol
176. vhs/dvd: DVD
177. sweet/sour: Sour
178. two door/ four door: Four Door, I need doors that you can open in a small space :)
179. outside/inside: Depends on what im doing :P
180. rose/candy: Both
181. old/new: Depends
182. hot/cute: Cute! Just like my Lunapie ;)
OTHER
183. biggest fear: Losing the people I love
184. worst feeling in the world: Feeling like I dont deserve to be loved by anyone
185. greatest feeling: To love someone who returns that love :)
186. hardest thing you've ever done: GET MOTIVATION TO GET MY LICENCE! :)
187. dreams: Too many to list
188. goals: Get stronger Spiritually, and become more responsible.
189. how big is your bed: Full
190. how long are you in the shower: 15-20 min
191. how many times do you shower: once a day
192. what do you do in your spare time: Talk online, write/read e-mails, visit msgboards, play video games.
193. what time is it:1:06PM
194. what is the date today?: 09-23-03
195. who are you sending this to: LiveJournal
196. how many people are on your buddy list: uhh... Do I have to count? ok.. lets see here... 184
197. who will most likely fill this out: Prolly Alison :) If she hasent already
199. how's life: Just Grand :)
200. what time is it now: 1:08PM
1. religion/church: Jehovah's Witness
2. height: 5'9"
3. weight: 220lbs
4. shoe size: 11
5. lefty/righty: Ambidextrous
6. eye color: Blue, Green, Sometimes Blue-Green
7. hair color: DARK BROWN (Almost looks black)
8. hair length: Semi Short, Longer than I used to have it.
9. Piercings: nope
10. Tattoos: nope
11. Scars: ENOUGH
12. glasses: nope
13. car: none yet
14. living arrangements: With Mom, Sister, and Grandma.
15. school: Graduated in 2002
16. school colors: Crimson and White
17. school mascot: Crimson Tide
18. Bed time: Whenever I get there.
19. Morning time:either 6ish or Noonish (depends on when I work)
43. got a bf/gf: not yet.
47. how long has it been: n/a
48. sweetest thing they've done for you: n/a
49. love, like, lust: n/a
50. crush: Ive had too many
51. the person you wanna date: -----
52. what do you look for in a guy/girl: Intelligence, Curiosity, Caring, Sensitve.
53. longest relationship: n/a only friendships, and the longest is life.
54. (WHERE DID 54 GO???????)
55. shortest relationship: n/a
FAVORITE
57. movie: Lord of the Rings Trilogy, and Kate and Leopold
58. star: Sean Connery, Gotta love that voice!!!!! Great actor as well!!!
59. singer: Dude from H.I.M.
60. song: "Right Here In My Arms" by H.I.M. : "You Get Me" by Michelle Branch : "I'll Always Be Right There" by Michelle Branch : "Forgive Me/Scent of a Kiss" by Deadleaves
61. color: Black and Red
62. flower: Rose
63. holiday: none
64. animal: Komodo Dragon, Siberian Tiger, and Bald Eagle
65. channel: Sci-Fi, Cartoon Network, Action-East, Action - West
66. tv show: The Dead Zone, Inuyasha, StarGate SG-1, Crusade, Quantum Leap
67. radio station: 97.9 THE X!!!!! (when I actually listen to the radio)
68. subject: Science / Computers
69. state: Colorado
70. country: Canada, Its beautiful!!!!
71. word: AWE
72. phrase: "I dunno"
74. clothes brand: Whatever I pull out of my closet! Namebrand or not, as long as its comfy!!!! lol
75. cologne/perfume: Mambo for Men, CK-1, and Obsession (all Colognes I wear)
76. month: Dec, Dead center of my Fav Season! WINTER!
77. food: Ruby Tuesday's Cheese Fries yummmmy! Bacon bits!!!!
78. drink: Jolt (but I can never find it!)
79. store: FYE (to browse, because their prices are too damn high), EB (to Shop, cause their prices are great!)
80. place to visit: dont really have one of these.
81. day: Dont really have one, They all either suck, or are purely awesome! totally depends on who I see, and what I do.
82. time of day: Night
LEAST FAVORITE
85. movie: Dont think I have one of these.
86. star: Mariah Carey, Britney Spears
87. singer: Christina Agulaira, and the above
88. song: Mickey, damn that song is COMPLETELY UTTERLY ANNOYING when heard over and over and over, (as well as Barbie Girl)
89. color: I realy dont have one.
93. animal: CATS! I STRONGLY DISLIKE THE COMMON HOUSE CAT!
97. subject: DAMN YOU MATH! ALWAYS IN MY WAY!
98. state: New Jersey!
99. time: Mornings I hate MORNINGS!
102. clothes brand: dont have one
105. food: Eggrolls, Macaroni Salad, Potato Salad, Pasta Salad, Cole Slaw, and Sour Krout
107. store: ANY CLOTHING STORES!
109. day: Dont have one
FUTURE
113. job: Jack of all Computer Trades (with my own business maybe even called "Jack of all Computer Trades" :P)
114. marriage: Most definately
115. to: I have a good feeling about this one, but I dont really know the future.
116. honeymoon: i'd like to go to Colorado for the Mountains, or Northern California for the Coastline.
117. where will you live: Prolly PA
118. kids: hopefully a boy and girl.
119. boy's name(s): ---
120. girl's name(s): Elise, Carmen, Alison, Erica, Ashley, Patricia, and Amanda (these are only a few of the MANY names I like lol)
PAST
123. if you could go back to anywhere, where would you go: ---
124. least favorite memory: My ex-best friend betraying me.
125. most embarrassing moment: hmmmm, I dont beleive I have one.
126. first bf/gf: This is still up for grabs.
127. when was that: ---
130. the thing you wish you did but didn't: Applied myself more in High School
HAVE YOU EVER
131. a) Kissed someone: I havent kissed them, but I have been kissed
131. b) meaningful: Her kiss was meaningfull!
132. cried your way out of things: nope
134. tried to kill yourself: never tried, but I have thought about it. (long ago)
135. cried over someone you loved: Yes, way too much.
136. betrayed a friend: nope
137. used someone: nope
138. cheated on a bf/gf: nope
139. lied to your parents: .... Yeah a few times, and I feel awful about it.
140. ran away from home: Nope
141. got lost in a store: Nope
142. got kicked out of a place: Nope
143. got drunk: Nope
144. drove a car: Yup
145. been grounded: Nope
146. broken a bone: Nope
147. ran into a door in public: Nope
FIRST THING
148. george w. bush: EVIL
149. rubber: Rubberband
150. wet: Shower
151. big boy: Me :P
152. candy: REESES!!!! YUMMY
153. boys: Creul
154. Love: VERY CRUEL, BUT WONDERFUL!
155. girls: Very Sweet, and easy to talk to!
156. death: Unafraid
157. life: Fearfull
158. mom: Great person, Worries about me a lil too much tho.
159. dad: --- Dont wanna go there ---
160. quality time: With the one I love? WooWoo!!!!
161. ball: Pinball :)
162. bill clinton: A$$HOLE! AND A CHEATER! I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR HIM WHAT SO EVER!!!!
163. God: Love
164. devil: Deceitful
165. britney spears: DEVIL!
166. pie: PUMPKIN? YUMMY!
167. jello: OOOOH Better be Stawberry!
168. grease: John Travolta's voice got on my nerves!!!! But Olivia Newton John, oh man what a voice!!!!
169. grody: Washing other peoples Underwear!
170. bubba: Bubba? Wasnt that a char from Mario? lol
WHICH ONE?
171. coke/pepsi: Pepsi
172. sandals/sneakers: BOOTS!
173. boy/guy: Im a guy, so... there :P
174. girl/chick: Girl, chick always seems very shovanistic to me.
175. cd/tape: CD's!!!! Tho soon ill say MP3's!!!! lol
176. vhs/dvd: DVD
177. sweet/sour: Sour
178. two door/ four door: Four Door, I need doors that you can open in a small space :)
179. outside/inside: Depends on what im doing :P
180. rose/candy: Both
181. old/new: Depends
182. hot/cute: Cute! Just like my Lunapie ;)
OTHER
183. biggest fear: Losing the people I love
184. worst feeling in the world: Feeling like I dont deserve to be loved by anyone
185. greatest feeling: To love someone who returns that love :)
186. hardest thing you've ever done: GET MOTIVATION TO GET MY LICENCE! :)
187. dreams: Too many to list
188. goals: Get stronger Spiritually, and become more responsible.
189. how big is your bed: Full
190. how long are you in the shower: 15-20 min
191. how many times do you shower: once a day
192. what do you do in your spare time: Talk online, write/read e-mails, visit msgboards, play video games.
193. what time is it:1:06PM
194. what is the date today?: 09-23-03
195. who are you sending this to: LiveJournal
196. how many people are on your buddy list: uhh... Do I have to count? ok.. lets see here... 184
197. who will most likely fill this out: Prolly Alison :) If she hasent already
199. how's life: Just Grand :)
200. what time is it now: 1:08PM
Monday, September 22, 2003
Jayna's First Kiss
On Saturday Night Jayna Received her first kiss from Rich. She told me about it when Julie, Jarred, and Tom went into Jayna's house, right after Lunch. It was me, her and Heidi. Surprisingly I wasnt mad at all. I was happy for her. But at the same time, I was worried to death about her. They dont understand totally why I am worried, They think I'm worried, cause something might happen. But actually, I'm afraid they really are not ready for dating. They arent past the bloom of youth. Later when it was just Jayna and me, She told me that it wasnt just a peck. She told me it was prolly about 3-4 seconds. She was expecting it all night, because of how close they were all night. But She wasnt expecting any more than a peck.
I also told Jayna about the fact that I was no longer able to say I have never been kissed. I didnt tell her how many times. I think im gonna start calling her, Its obvious I now can talk to people, w/out the aid of online. So I think im gonna start calling her. Just cause I need someone to tell about all this. (She will listen, she may yell at me sometimes, but I prolly will need it)
I also told Jayna about the fact that I was no longer able to say I have never been kissed. I didnt tell her how many times. I think im gonna start calling her, Its obvious I now can talk to people, w/out the aid of online. So I think im gonna start calling her. Just cause I need someone to tell about all this. (She will listen, she may yell at me sometimes, but I prolly will need it)
Sunday, September 21, 2003
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Saturday, September 20, 2003
You are Sir Didymus!! A Fearless and valiant
warrior who will fight to the death if you feel
strongly enough about it. Your friends rate
you very highly and so they should because you
are a loyal and wonderful person.
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Good Mornin!
I woke up today at 6. I will be fully awake by the time I have to go to work, 2 hours left till I have to be there.
Thursday, September 18, 2003
Sooo Close....
Oh man, I came close to kissing Alison right on the lips, when she went to kiss me on the lips. She kissed me, then I returned one in air, about 3 seconds later, but I turned my face more toward her cheek, but still it was in the air. I love that girl so much! The relationship we have just feels so right, yet I know it is so wrong! I hope so much that she truely learns the truth, and accepts it (ALL OF IT as her own). And then gets baptized. If she does, I't wont be long till I ask her out! I know I will. Regardless of what friends and family says, I have come to truly love her.
Im heading to bed now. Goodnight to myself (since thats who will be reading this any other time)
Im heading to bed now. Goodnight to myself (since thats who will be reading this any other time)
OOOH damn good movie!
Just finished "Run Lola Run" an excellent german movie, that is based on the idea of "What if...???". The main char goes through 20 min of her life 3x, each time slightly different, just to try and prevent her, or her boyfriend from being killed. I recommend all to watch it. Also has a great soundtrack, all Techno. It looks very cheaply made. But its REALLY good.
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
Hmmmm Latest Games Enveloping my Life.
Been playing The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time for GameCube lately. It is VERY envolving, the puzzles, have been really realing me into the game.
But around 6:00PM last night, Robert dropped off Dragonball Z: Budokai. And let me tell you, As a fighting game its only mediocre, but as a DragonBall Z game, its prolly the 3rd best game ive played. 1st being Dragonball Z: Hyper Demention (SNES) and 2nd being Dragonball Z: Great Legends (PSX) Dragonball Z wasnt ment to be in 3D, but its still not bad. I just wish someday they would learn what Capcom, Marvel, and SNK have learned long ago, 2D Fighters are still loved, and wanted by a large population of this earth, prolly at least half of the gamers who play fighting games want good ole fashioned 2D Fighters.
Monday, September 15, 2003
Yet another day of CRAP at Wal-Mart!!!
Yeah, Things were going just fine today at work, for 2 hours straight all was good. But then came 5:00pm, There was a page for me over the Loudspeakers. "Anthony from Electronics, please go to the 99 Room", this at first didn't seem odd, I thought maybe they wanted me to sort out our stuff in the 99 room, or something. But when I got to the room, Assitant Managers Theresa and Chris were in the 99 room waiting, as I got to the door, theresa looked out and saw me, and opened the door. I walk in and theresa shuts the door behind me, and she said
That seems like a threat doesnt it? A threat to stop doing something I never did. And will prolly unless I do something about it, get in trouble for anyway.
I think im going to either go to ben, or go directly to the top of the Ladder, and call the home office. I am sick and tired of how this store is run, it seems we keep losing all the good employees. Soon they will lose me too, if they say one more f'n thing about me disapearing. They will try to fire me prolly, but I will quit first!
I know this seems like a strange place to meet with you... But im gonna make this short and simple.
This is a verbal warning, we have been getting reports of you disapearing from Electronics.
You MUST keep that body of yours inside Electronics at all times
We even had an associate in Electronics quit last week, because of your not being in the department.
If you want to keep your job here at wal-mart, I suggest you straighten up, cause the next time your outta here.
Come march, your entitled to the stake-holders bonus, you dont want to miss out on that lump sum, now do you?
That seems like a threat doesnt it? A threat to stop doing something I never did. And will prolly unless I do something about it, get in trouble for anyway.
I think im going to either go to ben, or go directly to the top of the Ladder, and call the home office. I am sick and tired of how this store is run, it seems we keep losing all the good employees. Soon they will lose me too, if they say one more f'n thing about me disapearing. They will try to fire me prolly, but I will quit first!
Damn you dad!......
You are.....Another Brick In The Wall (Pt. 1).
Your mom/dad was probably taken away from you at an
early age. It was the first "brick in the
wall". It left you emotionally damaged
and scarred, and you're still dealing with it
today.
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Saturday, September 13, 2003
Hmmm this one got me...
This one got me esp because Alison calls me "Sweet Prince". hmm.. interesting.
Heck yeah! thats me! :)
There's a 0 - 25% Chance You'll Cheat!
Sound about right?
You know the deal. Everyone gets tempted...
And the key to maintaining your relationship is not giving in.
You even go as far as staying away from anything close to cheating.
But everyone's human, so don't over do it.
You might come to resent your pure ways - and get a little too crazy to compensate.
Sound completely wrong?
So you're a cheater!
Either you're really prone to cheat (you find sex in any situation)
Or on the way to recovery.
With answers like yours, you know what it takes to shape up.
Are You Likely to Cheat?
Work Schedule
For those who are curious, heres my work schedule.
Sat | Sun | Mon | Tues | Wed | Thurs | Fri | |
9-13-03 | 5p - 11p | 5p - 11p | 3p - 11P | 3p - 11P | 5p - 11P | ||
9-20-03 | 10a - 7p | 2p - 11p | 10a - 7p | 10a - 7p |
Thursday, September 11, 2003
Yet another step made forward.
I opened up a Checking account today, W/ Visa Checkcard. hafta keep my account over 300 at all times. shouldnt be too hard. It currently has 409.50 in the account.
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
1. What time is it? 11:32PM
2. Name: Anthony
3. As it appears on birth certificate: Anthony James Frandsen
4. Nickname : Ant, Honybear, Ant Hony, Antz, Ant Man, Yup Yup, Wal-Mart Guy, Electronics Dude
5. Date and number of candles on your last birthday cake: 09/18/84, none
6. Pet: none
7. Hair color: Dark Brown
8. Body Piercing: none
9. Eye color : Green, sometimes Blue
10. How much do you love your job: Love the job, dislike some of the management
11. Hometown: Olivehurst, CA
12. Current Residence: Pottsville, PA
13. Favorite Foods: Italian, Mexican, and Chinese
14. Been to Africa? nope
15. Been toilet papering? nope
16. Loved someone so much it made you cry: Yes
17. Been in a car wreck? umm.. only as a passanger
18. Favorite day of the week: dont really have one.
19. Favorite word or PHRASE: "I Love You"
20. Favorite Restaurant: Big Brother Buffet
21. Favorite flower: Red Rose, Dandylion, Flowering Cactus
22. Favorite sport to play: volleyball
23. Favorite drink: dr.pepper
24. Favorite Ice cream: mint chocolate chip / Cookie Dough / Cookies and Cream
25. Disney or Warner Bros: Warner Bros.
26. Favorite fast food restaurant: Burger King
27. What color is your bedroom carpet: A dark black rug, w/ a very LARGE Owl on it.
28. How many times did you fail your drivers test: Permit I flunked once. Licence, passed on first try, W/ no errors
29. Before this one whom did you get your last e-mail from: Alison of course :)
30. Which store would you choose to max out a credit card: FYE (Yeah, I think I have to get all their ANIME!!!)
31. What do you do most often when you are bored: play games
32. Most annoying thing people ask me? "Mind if I call you Tony?"
33. Bedtime television or reading: Television (usually video games)
34. Who will respond to this email the quickest? whoever, prolly Jerr :P
35. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? Erin and Alison, they did it already :P
36. Favorite TV show: The Dead Zone and Inuyasha
37. Last person you went out to dinner with: Had a sub w/ Alison today around 5. Id say thats the last person I had dinner w/ :)
38. Ford or Chevy: Chevy
39. Time you finished this email:12:00AM
2. Name: Anthony
3. As it appears on birth certificate: Anthony James Frandsen
4. Nickname : Ant, Honybear, Ant Hony, Antz, Ant Man, Yup Yup, Wal-Mart Guy, Electronics Dude
5. Date and number of candles on your last birthday cake: 09/18/84, none
6. Pet: none
7. Hair color: Dark Brown
8. Body Piercing: none
9. Eye color : Green, sometimes Blue
10. How much do you love your job: Love the job, dislike some of the management
11. Hometown: Olivehurst, CA
12. Current Residence: Pottsville, PA
13. Favorite Foods: Italian, Mexican, and Chinese
14. Been to Africa? nope
15. Been toilet papering? nope
16. Loved someone so much it made you cry: Yes
17. Been in a car wreck? umm.. only as a passanger
18. Favorite day of the week: dont really have one.
19. Favorite word or PHRASE: "I Love You"
20. Favorite Restaurant: Big Brother Buffet
21. Favorite flower: Red Rose, Dandylion, Flowering Cactus
22. Favorite sport to play: volleyball
23. Favorite drink: dr.pepper
24. Favorite Ice cream: mint chocolate chip / Cookie Dough / Cookies and Cream
25. Disney or Warner Bros: Warner Bros.
26. Favorite fast food restaurant: Burger King
27. What color is your bedroom carpet: A dark black rug, w/ a very LARGE Owl on it.
28. How many times did you fail your drivers test: Permit I flunked once. Licence, passed on first try, W/ no errors
29. Before this one whom did you get your last e-mail from: Alison of course :)
30. Which store would you choose to max out a credit card: FYE (Yeah, I think I have to get all their ANIME!!!)
31. What do you do most often when you are bored: play games
32. Most annoying thing people ask me? "Mind if I call you Tony?"
33. Bedtime television or reading: Television (usually video games)
34. Who will respond to this email the quickest? whoever, prolly Jerr :P
35. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? Erin and Alison, they did it already :P
36. Favorite TV show: The Dead Zone and Inuyasha
37. Last person you went out to dinner with: Had a sub w/ Alison today around 5. Id say thats the last person I had dinner w/ :)
38. Ford or Chevy: Chevy
39. Time you finished this email:12:00AM
WE GOTS IT! WE GOTS THE PRECIOUS!!
lol.. had to imitate Golum for a second :P
I got my licence. First try, 0 points. What a cool thing that was :) lol
My grandma was surprised I didnt drive home afterwards. I still have no desire to drive... why is this? lol
I got my licence. First try, 0 points. What a cool thing that was :) lol
My grandma was surprised I didnt drive home afterwards. I still have no desire to drive... why is this? lol
Going to go take my Drivers test in about an hour. Yippie, I'm finally taking responsibility. :)
Maybe ill pass, maybe ill fail. I dont care. Im not gonna stress myself over it. That way I can remain calm :)
Found an old mixed cd I used to listen to. 99% love songs. Been a while, I just heard Evan and Jaron - The Distance, and now I am listening to Marc Anthony - "I'd like to spend my lifetime loving you".
It just changed again, now its Breathing by Lifehouse. Man, these song can really hit hard.
Maybe ill pass, maybe ill fail. I dont care. Im not gonna stress myself over it. That way I can remain calm :)
Found an old mixed cd I used to listen to. 99% love songs. Been a while, I just heard Evan and Jaron - The Distance, and now I am listening to Marc Anthony - "I'd like to spend my lifetime loving you".
It just changed again, now its Breathing by Lifehouse. Man, these song can really hit hard.
Tuesday, September 09, 2003
Weirdest, scariest feeling!
I didnt eat much today, just an oatmeal bar, a reases, and a 2 liter bottle of Mountain Dew: Live Wire. When I was on my way home from work, grandma drove me home. The air wasnt on, it was VERY warm in the car, the sun was beating down on me. And I felt really faint. I nearly passed out. I immediately reached for the A/C and turned it on. Grandma asked me if I felt like I was gonna pass out. Of course I said ya, She said she thought it looked like it for a second but she wasn't sure.
I can still feel it, but I did eat 2 Fish sandwiches from Burger King since. I know for sure that is a feeling I REALLY dont like. I think I gotta remember to eat for now on. I still feel like I could pass out, Prolly should take some Excedrin Migrane, cause I think the sunlight and the faint feeling caused a major headache. I just found 2 demo cds my mom had for the "Saturday Night Live" show her and the Republican arranged. So im listening to them right now. One is this one, Average Jim: So Confused EP the other one, is a Rusted Shut demo CD. Its got a cover of Jimmy eat World's Middle, and Good Charlotte's Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous. As well as an original song by them, Step Off.
Check step off, its available at mp3.com
Later,
Anthony
I can still feel it, but I did eat 2 Fish sandwiches from Burger King since. I know for sure that is a feeling I REALLY dont like. I think I gotta remember to eat for now on. I still feel like I could pass out, Prolly should take some Excedrin Migrane, cause I think the sunlight and the faint feeling caused a major headache. I just found 2 demo cds my mom had for the "Saturday Night Live" show her and the Republican arranged. So im listening to them right now. One is this one, Average Jim: So Confused EP the other one, is a Rusted Shut demo CD. Its got a cover of Jimmy eat World's Middle, and Good Charlotte's Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous. As well as an original song by them, Step Off.
Check step off, its available at mp3.com
Later,
Anthony
Sunday, September 07, 2003
Yet another bad day.
Ok... I was this close to quiting today *puts up his hand and shows very lil space between thumb and pointer finger.*
*Closes eyes and says to himself "Its only a job, DONT LET THEM WIN"* They did it again. Asistant Manager Tina took me aside, and told me that several people approached her and told her that when shes not there, I dissapear, and dont do my job. What the hell! Since when do I "Dissapear". I always let someone know what im gonna be doing, and a rough estimate of how long I am going to be doing it. When do I not do that? When im with a customer, and they seem like they would be insulted if I left them for 2 seconds, to tell another associate that I would am "doing my job, and helping a customer, by meeting AND exceding their expectations". Next time I am approached about it. Forget the nice, reserved Anthony everyone knows and loves! Im telling it as it is!
"When I disapear, its because im doing my Job, which if someone has a problem with me helping a customer and exceding their expectations, then maybe theres something wrong with the person(s) who think I should be in my department AT ALL TIMES. Which would also mean I could never go to the backroom for a customer to get a TV, I could never Restock shelves, I could never get returns, I could never assist a person who needs help in furnature, sporting goods, housewares, photo lab, Automotive, Hardware, Toys, and Domestics. In which case Wal-mart will have ALOT of unhappy customers, and what will happen? I will get yelled at because I didnt help the customer. "Customers come first" thats something I truely beleive. And if someone has a problem with the fact that I will drop what im doing to help a customer (when possible). Then maybe they are the ones that should be taken aside and talked to. Sure we may have stuff that we need to get done. But you truely cant expect us to EVERYTHING done, and still help EVERY customer who needs help. Especially since as a whole, I beleive 2nd shift Electronics to be quite helpful to all Customers, REGARDLESS OF WHERE THEY NEED HELP! And by doing so, we have gotten to know where alot of stuff is in the store. And I know I have several customers who will purposely look for me, just because they know I will try to help them to the best of my ability, and knowledge. (if only they would fill out a customer satisfaction card, or someother card saying how well we do. Maybe, Just maybe management would aknowledge that I am not as much of a slacker as some people think.
Also I was told about leaving my Vest and badge under the registers when I go on Break. Today just wasnt my best day.
Well I was really needing to talk to someone about my day, so when lunch came 5:17PM, I walked up and got my sub, I tried to locate Alison, when I finally found her I asked if she got her break yet, she did, @ 4:45PM, I was a half-hour late! :'(. Damn my luck. Well, I go to have lunch, I eat about 6 bites of my sub, and then I just put my head down and cried out of depression, frustration, and anger. I decide its time to go in cause I really didnt want to just stay outside and cry. So I start to head inside, and before I go in, Melissa H. asked "Whats wrong?" I just kinda turned looked at her, and shook my head. and someone else there said "Yup, I know that feeling, Wal-mart Sucks" or something like that. I head in, toss the sub, and head over to Alison's register, grab some cinnamint Orbit gum, and go up to her and tell her to get over to her register, and before I get back over, a guy comes over to her register, and beats me to it. And Alison said "Today just isnt your day is it?" the guy leaves, and go up to another register, and I pay for my gum, and remind her to let me know when she goes on lunch. So I head back to my locker to get my Edgar Allen Poe book. I finished off Metzingerstein (or how ever its spelled) its about a "Demon horse" its actually about a MONSTER horse w/ flames all over it. It calmed me down a lil. Not much but a lil. Enough for me to work well enough the rest of the day. (at least till my next break) I was working in the back most of the day. clearing bins, etc. I went out to the floor and started to put away some of the videos we had. and I saw Alison at the Register. I knew she was going to eat lunch. So I couldnt wait for break time. I was determined to spend at least that 15 min w/ her! regardless of what anyone said. So when the time came, it was 7:45, I told stacy and Jonna I was going on my last 15. and headed out to catch Alison. She was sitting at the outside bench, when I got over there we sat for a while while she ate. then we looked over at our pavillion, and it was empty, so we switched over to the pavillion. I really didnt want to go back. The whole 15, I was just thinking of how much i didnt want to leave. I was so afraid I would never see her again. It was killing me inside. Then Alison kinda stole a quick kiss from me, Right on the lips, shocked me, but i wont deny It felt good.
After a really big Hug, I was about to walk back, and she said "I think im gonna walk w/ ya" so we walked back together. and we parted when we got to the breakroom, where she put up her drink. I headed back to work, I really felt really depressed.. I got to talking to Magen for a lil bit while I was putting up some batteries, and we ended up talking about Alison. and i told her how I felt like I just said my last goodbye. and all she said was "AWE!!!" then she said, "Dont worry, she will come in and visit, I know it!" Jonna overheard, and she said something about the way I talk, it seems like I want to be Alison's boyfriend. I had to tell her that i am really not sure on that one, but I do know I want close friends who truely care about me, and I truely care about them. She said "What do you wanna be a priest?" jokingly. And told her how Thats actually pretty close. That Im already a minister. And that I was a Jehovah's Witness. That totally through her for a loop. She had no idea.
Before I left I purposely walked over to find Alison, and then saw her walking towards HBA, so I followed her, then she ducked into an isle, and just as I got to the isle she was in, she came out, and had a big smile on her face. So we walked together to where her register, or wherever she was going, im not really sure. But she gave me one last hug. And I told her 'do svidanya' (Russian for "Until we meet again").
Then I headed home....
*Closes eyes and says to himself "Its only a job, DONT LET THEM WIN"* They did it again. Asistant Manager Tina took me aside, and told me that several people approached her and told her that when shes not there, I dissapear, and dont do my job. What the hell! Since when do I "Dissapear". I always let someone know what im gonna be doing, and a rough estimate of how long I am going to be doing it. When do I not do that? When im with a customer, and they seem like they would be insulted if I left them for 2 seconds, to tell another associate that I would am "doing my job, and helping a customer, by meeting AND exceding their expectations". Next time I am approached about it. Forget the nice, reserved Anthony everyone knows and loves! Im telling it as it is!
"When I disapear, its because im doing my Job, which if someone has a problem with me helping a customer and exceding their expectations, then maybe theres something wrong with the person(s) who think I should be in my department AT ALL TIMES. Which would also mean I could never go to the backroom for a customer to get a TV, I could never Restock shelves, I could never get returns, I could never assist a person who needs help in furnature, sporting goods, housewares, photo lab, Automotive, Hardware, Toys, and Domestics. In which case Wal-mart will have ALOT of unhappy customers, and what will happen? I will get yelled at because I didnt help the customer. "Customers come first" thats something I truely beleive. And if someone has a problem with the fact that I will drop what im doing to help a customer (when possible). Then maybe they are the ones that should be taken aside and talked to. Sure we may have stuff that we need to get done. But you truely cant expect us to EVERYTHING done, and still help EVERY customer who needs help. Especially since as a whole, I beleive 2nd shift Electronics to be quite helpful to all Customers, REGARDLESS OF WHERE THEY NEED HELP! And by doing so, we have gotten to know where alot of stuff is in the store. And I know I have several customers who will purposely look for me, just because they know I will try to help them to the best of my ability, and knowledge. (if only they would fill out a customer satisfaction card, or someother card saying how well we do. Maybe, Just maybe management would aknowledge that I am not as much of a slacker as some people think.
Also I was told about leaving my Vest and badge under the registers when I go on Break. Today just wasnt my best day.
Well I was really needing to talk to someone about my day, so when lunch came 5:17PM, I walked up and got my sub, I tried to locate Alison, when I finally found her I asked if she got her break yet, she did, @ 4:45PM, I was a half-hour late! :'(. Damn my luck. Well, I go to have lunch, I eat about 6 bites of my sub, and then I just put my head down and cried out of depression, frustration, and anger. I decide its time to go in cause I really didnt want to just stay outside and cry. So I start to head inside, and before I go in, Melissa H. asked "Whats wrong?" I just kinda turned looked at her, and shook my head. and someone else there said "Yup, I know that feeling, Wal-mart Sucks" or something like that. I head in, toss the sub, and head over to Alison's register, grab some cinnamint Orbit gum, and go up to her and tell her to get over to her register, and before I get back over, a guy comes over to her register, and beats me to it. And Alison said "Today just isnt your day is it?" the guy leaves, and go up to another register, and I pay for my gum, and remind her to let me know when she goes on lunch. So I head back to my locker to get my Edgar Allen Poe book. I finished off Metzingerstein (or how ever its spelled) its about a "Demon horse" its actually about a MONSTER horse w/ flames all over it. It calmed me down a lil. Not much but a lil. Enough for me to work well enough the rest of the day. (at least till my next break) I was working in the back most of the day. clearing bins, etc. I went out to the floor and started to put away some of the videos we had. and I saw Alison at the Register. I knew she was going to eat lunch. So I couldnt wait for break time. I was determined to spend at least that 15 min w/ her! regardless of what anyone said. So when the time came, it was 7:45, I told stacy and Jonna I was going on my last 15. and headed out to catch Alison. She was sitting at the outside bench, when I got over there we sat for a while while she ate. then we looked over at our pavillion, and it was empty, so we switched over to the pavillion. I really didnt want to go back. The whole 15, I was just thinking of how much i didnt want to leave. I was so afraid I would never see her again. It was killing me inside. Then Alison kinda stole a quick kiss from me, Right on the lips, shocked me, but i wont deny It felt good.
After a really big Hug, I was about to walk back, and she said "I think im gonna walk w/ ya" so we walked back together. and we parted when we got to the breakroom, where she put up her drink. I headed back to work, I really felt really depressed.. I got to talking to Magen for a lil bit while I was putting up some batteries, and we ended up talking about Alison. and i told her how I felt like I just said my last goodbye. and all she said was "AWE!!!" then she said, "Dont worry, she will come in and visit, I know it!" Jonna overheard, and she said something about the way I talk, it seems like I want to be Alison's boyfriend. I had to tell her that i am really not sure on that one, but I do know I want close friends who truely care about me, and I truely care about them. She said "What do you wanna be a priest?" jokingly. And told her how Thats actually pretty close. That Im already a minister. And that I was a Jehovah's Witness. That totally through her for a loop. She had no idea.
Before I left I purposely walked over to find Alison, and then saw her walking towards HBA, so I followed her, then she ducked into an isle, and just as I got to the isle she was in, she came out, and had a big smile on her face. So we walked together to where her register, or wherever she was going, im not really sure. But she gave me one last hug. And I told her 'do svidanya' (Russian for "Until we meet again").
Then I headed home....
Saturday, September 06, 2003
You belong in the Dark Ages!
This depressing time is when nothing happened...for
centuries! Peasants were downtrodden and kings
were corrupt...bring along a government
employee just to balance out the corruption.
When in the World do you belong?
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This depressing time is when nothing happened...for
centuries! Peasants were downtrodden and kings
were corrupt...bring along a government
employee just to balance out the corruption.
When in the World do you belong?
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WOO HOO! I played one of these, Once. Had it in Band, but I quit :P
you are....a clarinet!
you have several different sides to you. you can be
friendly,mellow, deep, jazzy, pretty much
whatever you need to be. you probably have
enough friends, but maybe you're not exactly
popular. you probably don't care, and you
have enough people to be close to. you're very
diverse, and you can do whatever you need to do
when you need to do it. you're a very well-
rounded person
What band instrument are you?
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you have several different sides to you. you can be
friendly,mellow, deep, jazzy, pretty much
whatever you need to be. you probably have
enough friends, but maybe you're not exactly
popular. you probably don't care, and you
have enough people to be close to. you're very
diverse, and you can do whatever you need to do
when you need to do it. you're a very well-
rounded person
What band instrument are you?
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Autumn - also known as fall, you hold the Autumnal
Equinox, which is:also known as Mabon to those
who follow the Olde Way, is the time when day
and night are equal. Here the land is full of
the gifts of nature and the effort of
humankind. The night air has a tang about it,
the darkness of winter is coming and its time
for the earth to sleep until the sun is again
brought forth from the dark.
This basically means that you are at the heart of
change. You don't mind change, and you don't
care for consistancy. You are very outgoing and
care for those you love, but not really much
about the rest of the world. The Zodiac Signs
that go with Autumn are Libra, Scorpio, and
Sagitarious
What Season are You?
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Friday, September 05, 2003
Love. you are one of the few, the blessed non-
ignorant people who truly know the definition
of love. you dont use the word to describe a
silly emotion you may feel. you know love
doesnt require physical action... you just know
that love is, well, love.
Do you know true love?
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Wednesday, September 03, 2003
MadLib #13 - The Barrow-Downs is a great site!
29 September 2002
The Choices of Master Samwise
No such anguish had Shelob ever known, or dreamed of knowing, in all her long world of wickedness. Not the Darkest Ranger of old Gondor, nor the most savage Balrog entrapped, had ever thus endured her, or set Sheild to her beloved flesh. A shudder went through her. Heaving up again, wrenching away from the pain, she bent her writhing foot beneath her and Leaped backwards in a convulsive leap.
Sam had fallen to his knees by Frodo's Head, his senses reeling in the Cold stench, his 6 toe still gripping the Blade of the Sword. Through the mist before his eyes he was aware dimly of Frodo's Arm and stubbornly he fought to master himself and to Walk himself out of the swoon that was upon him. Slowly he raised his head and saw her, only a few paces away, eyeing him, her Leg drabbling a spittle of venom, and a
Black water trickling from below her wounded Elbow. There she crouched, her shuddering belly splayed upon the ground, the great bows of her legs quivering, as she gathered herself for another spring-this time to Jump and Fight to death: no little bite of poison to still the struggling of her meat; this time to Fall and then to Run.
Even as Sam himself Hid, looking at her, seeing his death in her eyes, a thought came to him, as if some remote voice had spoken. and he fumbled in his pocket with his left hand, and found what he sought: Large and Tall and Heavy it seemed to his touch in a phantom world of horror, the Coin of Aragorn.
'Aragorn! ' he said faintly, and then he heard voices far off but clear: the crying of the
River Folk as they Crawled under the stars in the beloved shadows of the Sackville, and the music of River Folk as it came through his sleep in the Hall of Fire in the house of Saurman.
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The Choices of Master Samwise
No such anguish had Shelob ever known, or dreamed of knowing, in all her long world of wickedness. Not the Darkest Ranger of old Gondor, nor the most savage Balrog entrapped, had ever thus endured her, or set Sheild to her beloved flesh. A shudder went through her. Heaving up again, wrenching away from the pain, she bent her writhing foot beneath her and Leaped backwards in a convulsive leap.
Sam had fallen to his knees by Frodo's Head, his senses reeling in the Cold stench, his 6 toe still gripping the Blade of the Sword. Through the mist before his eyes he was aware dimly of Frodo's Arm and stubbornly he fought to master himself and to Walk himself out of the swoon that was upon him. Slowly he raised his head and saw her, only a few paces away, eyeing him, her Leg drabbling a spittle of venom, and a
Black water trickling from below her wounded Elbow. There she crouched, her shuddering belly splayed upon the ground, the great bows of her legs quivering, as she gathered herself for another spring-this time to Jump and Fight to death: no little bite of poison to still the struggling of her meat; this time to Fall and then to Run.
Even as Sam himself Hid, looking at her, seeing his death in her eyes, a thought came to him, as if some remote voice had spoken. and he fumbled in his pocket with his left hand, and found what he sought: Large and Tall and Heavy it seemed to his touch in a phantom world of horror, the Coin of Aragorn.
'Aragorn! ' he said faintly, and then he heard voices far off but clear: the crying of the
River Folk as they Crawled under the stars in the beloved shadows of the Sackville, and the music of River Folk as it came through his sleep in the Hall of Fire in the house of Saurman.
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According to the Red Book of Westmarch,
In Middle-earth, Anthony James Frandsen was a
Dancing Gondorian
Elven Name Possibilities for Anthony James Frandsen
The root name suitable for feminine and masculine is:
Thaurechor
Another masculine version is:
Thaurechorion
More feminine versions are:
Thaurechoriel
Thaurechorien
Thaurechorwen
Hobbit lad name for Anthony James Frandsen
Fastred Underhill from Stock
Hobbit lass name for Anthony James Frandsen
Angelica Underhill from Stock
Dwarven Name for Anthony James Frandsen
Bóin Craftyhelm
This name is for both genders.
Orkish Name for Anthony James Frandsen
Kurbag the Tearer
This name is for both genders.
In Middle-earth, Anthony James Frandsen was a
Dancing Gondorian
Elven Name Possibilities for Anthony James Frandsen
The root name suitable for feminine and masculine is:
Thaurechor
Another masculine version is:
Thaurechorion
More feminine versions are:
Thaurechoriel
Thaurechorien
Thaurechorwen
Hobbit lad name for Anthony James Frandsen
Fastred Underhill from Stock
Hobbit lass name for Anthony James Frandsen
Angelica Underhill from Stock
Dwarven Name for Anthony James Frandsen
Bóin Craftyhelm
This name is for both genders.
Orkish Name for Anthony James Frandsen
Kurbag the Tearer
This name is for both genders.
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
Well this test was totally wrong lol. If anyone has Family values it is me! lol
Threat rating: Medium. Your total lack of decent
family values makes you dangerous, but we can
count on some right wing nutter blowing you up
if you become too high profile.
What threat to the Bush administration are you?
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Shapeshifter: Your ties to the wolf are more
casual. One might call you a wereslut, as you
tend to move between many different animal
forms, instead of focusing your energy and
emotion on one.
What Breed of Werewolf are You? (Images)
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Trees, earth, sunlight... you are a forest dweller.
You are solitary and tend not to be overly fond
of humanity. Nature and truth are important to
your sense of fulfillment.
Which Other World Are You Secretly From?
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CANCER: Either you are one, or you should be.
What Western Zodiac Star Sign Should You Be? (with images!)
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Your HARE DAEMON represents your passive,
kindhearted, and honorable nature. Though you
are occasionally shy with new people, friends
admire your unshakable tranquility, even in the
face of chaos.
What Animal Would Your Daemon Settle As?
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30 years ago today.
30 years ago today, J.R.R. Tolkien breathed his last breath. Seems like such a long time ago, Its longer than Ive been alive. But a man who died long before I was born has touched my life, and countless others. Especially lately. Well I saw it marked on my Calendar that he died, so I thought I would post a quick note about it. I thought i'd take a quick moment to pause and reflect on his life, and his contributions.
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Mysterious and a scholar, you are a member of the Tremere clan. You are pretty loyal to your clan, well, you sort of have to...especially since you are blood-bonded to most of them. You are the intelligentsia of the Camarilla and are fascinated with the occult. Possessing the ability to use blood for magic, many clans don't like to approach you. However, that is fine with you. You tend not to trust the other clans anyway.
What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
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hmm now I gotta find that Vampire Clan test!
You are an Uktena. You are strange, mysterious,
and secretive. You fantasize about the occult,
and know a lot about it. People might consider
you "gothy". You are a lot smarter
than you look.
Which of the twelve werewolf tribes would you be in?
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Congratulations! You're a kitsune baby!!! Wily,
cunning, seductive, vampiric, femenine, and
possibly gay (yay!)... There are a thousand
adjectives we could use to describe this
sexy/furry critter. Kitsune are some of the
more powerful spirits out there, and you're one
of 'em! (At least figuratively). These
shapeshifting spirits love to cast illusions on
weary humans and love seducing those big burly
samurai and emperors into doing whatever it is
they want. Go you!
What Japanese Creature are you?
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You are a fencer.
You fight honerably, you try not to kill your
oponents, but only disarm them, to force them
to surrender. Once in a duel, you will go all
out, and kill your oponent. You use a rapier.
What type of Swordsman are you?
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I found a cool site, it will give you an analysis of your name. If you order it, you can do name and surname etc. but Ill just do it individualy!
The name of Anthony gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.
As James, you have a natural interest in the welfare of your fellow man, and a desire to help and serve others in a humanitarian way. You are responsible and generous, although somewhat scattering and disorganized at times. Any jobs requiring systematic and conscientious effort, or involving any form of drudgery, dismay you. In your work, you would seek a position offering self-expression through contact with people, such as sales or teaching, or a position giving scope to your creative, artistic talents. You are good-natured and likeable, and people tend to confide in you and seek your advice in personal problems. Others sense your sincere interest and desire to help, and you can always be counted on to see the bright side of any problem. You enjoy making others happy and you never let your own problems "get you down" for any length of time, even though you do tend to worry too much at times. Your optimism can be a source of inspiration to others as well as yourself. In close personal relationships you are usually thoughtful and considerate. However, your natural interest in others, coupled with your sympathetic reaction to problems, could draw you into emotional situations which may be difficult to get out of.
--- Nicknames ----
The first name of Ant creates a shrewd, aggressive, business nature, intent on personal gain. The desires for independence and financial success have been strong motivating forces from early in your life. You are capable of logical and analytical thinking along practical business lines, and could excel in financial fields, law, or politics. Your judgment is seldom swayed through your feelings. You have definite executive and leadership abilities, however others may find you to be rather forceful and uncompromising. More congenial business and personal relationships would result from being more tactful and more aware of the needs of others. If you sacrifice too much for material ambition, there may result a lack of harmony and balance in your personal life.
The name of Anth gives you a very individual, reserved, serious nature. You stick stubbornly to your ideas or decisions, in spite of any appeals or advice; you are not willing to accept a compromise. You prefer to be alone with your own thoughts, rather than in the company of others. This name restricts spontaneity in association and the fluency of your verbal expression. When you are required to express yourself in personal matters requiring finesse and diplomacy, you feel awkward and embarrassed. Although you realize perfectly well what is expected of you, you are unable to find the right words, and hence you end up saying something inappropriate in a candid way. You can express your deeper thoughts and feelings best through writing. Your friendships and personal associations are rather restricted, being limited to those of a similar nature who can understand and accept your rather straightforward yet reserved manner. You are steadfast and loyal, and do not allow gossip or anything belittling to be said against those whom you accept in friendship. You find satisfaction in being outdoors or in getting out into nature, or in dealing with the products of the earth. There is originality and depth of thought contained in this name, particularly along practical and mathematical lines.
The name of Tony (which some people insist on calling me) has made you serious-minded, responsible, and stable. You love the security of a home and family, you are fond of children, and, as a parent you would be fair and understanding. Although you have good business judgment, you are not aggressive in your dealings because you do not like to create issues. You would be successful in any position dealing with the public as you have a diplomatic and tactful manner and possess a charming, easy-going nature which puts people at ease. People are drawn to you because they feel that you are patient, kind, understanding, and responsive. You would be effective in a career or in volunteer work where you are handling people and serving in a humanitarian way. While you are honest and responsible, one weakness that is paramount in your life is your lack of self-confidence and initiative, which causes you to put things off and avoid facing issues.
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The name of Anthony gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.
As James, you have a natural interest in the welfare of your fellow man, and a desire to help and serve others in a humanitarian way. You are responsible and generous, although somewhat scattering and disorganized at times. Any jobs requiring systematic and conscientious effort, or involving any form of drudgery, dismay you. In your work, you would seek a position offering self-expression through contact with people, such as sales or teaching, or a position giving scope to your creative, artistic talents. You are good-natured and likeable, and people tend to confide in you and seek your advice in personal problems. Others sense your sincere interest and desire to help, and you can always be counted on to see the bright side of any problem. You enjoy making others happy and you never let your own problems "get you down" for any length of time, even though you do tend to worry too much at times. Your optimism can be a source of inspiration to others as well as yourself. In close personal relationships you are usually thoughtful and considerate. However, your natural interest in others, coupled with your sympathetic reaction to problems, could draw you into emotional situations which may be difficult to get out of.
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The first name of Ant creates a shrewd, aggressive, business nature, intent on personal gain. The desires for independence and financial success have been strong motivating forces from early in your life. You are capable of logical and analytical thinking along practical business lines, and could excel in financial fields, law, or politics. Your judgment is seldom swayed through your feelings. You have definite executive and leadership abilities, however others may find you to be rather forceful and uncompromising. More congenial business and personal relationships would result from being more tactful and more aware of the needs of others. If you sacrifice too much for material ambition, there may result a lack of harmony and balance in your personal life.
The name of Anth gives you a very individual, reserved, serious nature. You stick stubbornly to your ideas or decisions, in spite of any appeals or advice; you are not willing to accept a compromise. You prefer to be alone with your own thoughts, rather than in the company of others. This name restricts spontaneity in association and the fluency of your verbal expression. When you are required to express yourself in personal matters requiring finesse and diplomacy, you feel awkward and embarrassed. Although you realize perfectly well what is expected of you, you are unable to find the right words, and hence you end up saying something inappropriate in a candid way. You can express your deeper thoughts and feelings best through writing. Your friendships and personal associations are rather restricted, being limited to those of a similar nature who can understand and accept your rather straightforward yet reserved manner. You are steadfast and loyal, and do not allow gossip or anything belittling to be said against those whom you accept in friendship. You find satisfaction in being outdoors or in getting out into nature, or in dealing with the products of the earth. There is originality and depth of thought contained in this name, particularly along practical and mathematical lines.
The name of Tony (which some people insist on calling me) has made you serious-minded, responsible, and stable. You love the security of a home and family, you are fond of children, and, as a parent you would be fair and understanding. Although you have good business judgment, you are not aggressive in your dealings because you do not like to create issues. You would be successful in any position dealing with the public as you have a diplomatic and tactful manner and possess a charming, easy-going nature which puts people at ease. People are drawn to you because they feel that you are patient, kind, understanding, and responsive. You would be effective in a career or in volunteer work where you are handling people and serving in a humanitarian way. While you are honest and responsible, one weakness that is paramount in your life is your lack of self-confidence and initiative, which causes you to put things off and avoid facing issues.
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Monday, September 01, 2003
OK!!!
hmm.. looks like me and orlando are doing Christina! Interesting.......... Good thing this will never happen! haha
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