Yes the time has finally come.. my feelings for Jayna have finally progressed in a good way.They have progressed beyond a very close friend, who I wanna spend my life with. This past week has helped that along. She has begun to fall for another guy. Only this time I think Its the real deal. She is actually reminding me ALOT of how I was.. saying the exact same things, and doing all the same stuff. I am now at a point where all romantic interest in her had died, and out of the ashes of the romantic intrest, My true feelings for her have been intensified. She is one of my closest friends, who I know will be there for me till the end. And I know I will be there for her untill the end. It accurred to me that my feelings for her did finally change when I was talking to her last night.. The twinkle in my eye, has been replaced by a very dear friendship, that I think I have been overlooking, cause I just couldnt see how dear she was too me through the Romantic Ideas I had about her. Today I changed "Our Song" from "You Get Me" by Michelle Branch (which is still very true about us.. just not quite as true as it used to be) to "I'll Always Be Right There" also by Michelle Branch.

Its off of her First Album, her Independently Released Album called Broken Bracelet. This song is so very perfect.

"I get that vibe"

CSM Suzie said today at work that she thinks me and Trish like each other. She said thats the vibe shes been getting lately.

Just cause on every day I know Trish works, I go up and visit w/ her for a while during breaks and lunch, And she does the same, doesnt mean either of us LIKE each other in that way. We just get along very well.

Sides shes been gone for a week, and today was the first day she came back to work. I saved one Kangaroo Jack pin for her. I am gonna hafta take a pic of her next time I'm in so you all can see w/ my Punk Chick friend looks like :P

First thing I saw when I saw her was that she got a tatoo on her upper chest, a flaming heart.

I didnt even have to ask, and she said "And no, the tatoo isnt real. Im still deciding whether or not I want one, and if I do, it will def be someplace not so obvious, like my back or something.

Both times I went up to get something when I checked out at her register, she seemed down, and out of it. But the second she saw my face, she lit up, and her smile went cheek to cheek. It was so cute to see her light up like that just by seeing me.

But when I was on my way out the door I ran into her at the time punch. and I talked w/ her, and walked w/ her from the backroom to the front CSM podium. She was all pissed off cause one of the other front in register girls was saying how Trish is a horrible photographer. (Trish is a Artistic Photographer, so she doesnt just take pics of ppls faces and stuff, she also takes weird shots.. like the back of ppls heads, and fast motion pics, w/ an extended shutter time, to give a almost ghost look to ppl. Or using black and white film, to photograph her friend blowing bubbles during her graduation cerimony. for a cool look.)

Me Personally I loved her pics.. they were very cool. And I told her that.. esp after the other cashier told her how bad they were.

Engagement Notice!

Yes its finally come. Robert proposed to Jen yesterday. All last week I had a feeling it would happen this weekend. And me and Jen were talking about it all week. Needless to say I am estatic. I talked to Jayna about it. And she said said they havent set a date yet. I wasnt expecting them to yet.. but Its cool to know the wedding im gonna be in is one step closer.

A few new tests I had to take

Yes!! Im Neo.. Now I feel so much better :)


You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You
display a perfect fusion of heroism and
compassion.


What Matrix Persona Are You?
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You are If Only She Knew. You're in love with your
ex, he may or may not be in love with you, but
he has a gf who loves him and you refuse to
interfere.


Which Michelle Branch song are you?
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A Thousand Miles


What Vanessa Carlton song are you?
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Im with you
You r a good friend, but u r a bit stressed out but
you are a good person and awalys think on other
peoples feelings


Which Avril Lavigne song r u???
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Besides the fact the person who made the last quiz cant spell, I think this is the only song I really like by Avril lol

Which material Girl are you?

Name: Anthony James Frandsen
Current school (if any): N/A
Age: 18
Family: Yes

DO YOU LIKE
Your family: Yes
Your school: N/A.
Your job: Yes
Your city: Its not bad, Theres just not alot to do here
Your pets: N/A
Church: I love it alot..
Smokers: The ppl overall are fine, but the action I hate..
Drinkers: As long as they keep it in moderation, and dont get Drunk, I certainly dont mind.

ARE YOU
Hip: No
Emo: No
Indie: No
Punk: no
Metal: I love it, but I dont fit the classification
Trendy: No
A good kid: Yup
A rebel: A bit
Talented: Some ppl say I am.
Smart: Yes I would def say I have a lil more than enough inelligence :).
Religious: Yea

FAVORITE
Color: Black
Book: Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring - J.R.R Tolkien
Movie: Brotherhood of the Wolf, The Matrix, The One, Princess Bride, The Lord of the Rings Trilogy, The Hobbit, Back to the Future I - III, Dune, Children of Dune, Stargate.
Time of the day/night: When theres no light that hurts my eyes!
Website: Synergames.com (Just needs a few repairs) and eventually XyberDAWG.com when i finally own it again.
Company: Sony (They are gonna rule the Handheld Video Game Market when they release the PSP (PlayStaion Portable))
Store: Duh of course Im gonna choose EB! (Electronics Botique)
Food: Mexican, Itallian, and Chinese
Place: Whereever my closest friends are at!
Smell: Pasta.. I looooove Pasta!
Sound: Jayna's Voice, I love her singing voice!
Animal: Komodo Dragon, Bald Eagle, and the Siberian Tiger
Boy name: dont really have one
Girl name: Elise, Jade, Tiara, and Shasta
Subject: Computer Programming
Word: "Deprative" only my family and one friend (the one who said it) will understand that!
Phrase/quote: "Damn you... Curse you... You little prying pandora..." - The Phantom - The Phantom of the Opera
Number: 9 I love September :)
Windows operating system: 98SE and 3.11.
Person's live/dead journal: shes a very interesing girl, now if only her life would go a lil smoother :(.
Childhood memory: Dunno, Either I had too many, that I cant think of just one, or I had none... Im not sure which.
Board game: Battleships
Band: Nightwish, Blind Guardian, Linkin Park, HIM, Metallica (Before the new CD), HammerFall, Gamma Ray, Lacuna Coil, The Gathering, shall I go on?
Song:At the moment its "When Love and Death Embrace" - HIM (His Infernal Magesty)
Underwear: Boxers, Not Boxer-Breifs, not Breifs, just Boxers
Outfit: Whatevers comfortable. Usually Cargo pants or Cargo shorts tho. I love Pockets lol
EITHER/OR
Hip hop/rap: I think I have to go Rap here.. Just cause of Eminem (only rap I listen to)
Indie/Emo: I dont know what the heck this means.. tho I think im prolly Indie (is Me First and the Gimme Gimme's Indie?)
Adam Sandler/Jim carry: Jim Carry as the Mask... or Adam Sandler as The Waterboy... only two movies by each of em that I really Liked.
Soda/water: Water
Black/hot pink: Black
Halloween/Easter: Neither I hate both
Dark/light: Dark
Night/day: Night
Anorexic/chubby: Chubby, I hate boney girls.. its sooooo.... *Pukes*
Pop/punk: Punk, or 80's - 90's Pop
Pop/hip hop: Neither.. both arent my thing
Cuddling/making out: Cuddling, Def...
Bed/floor: Beds more comfortable, but I always sleep on the floor when I go on vacation.
Too much/too little: Too Much, that way I can give it away.(I like 's Answer for this one)
Drink/smoke: Neither, Id never Smoke, but I might have a small drink every once in a while.
Party/kickback: Kickback

CURRENTLY
Outfit: Boxers
Drinking: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Position: Leaning back on my chair, I hat sitting close to monitors.
Music: "Altair 4 - Blind Guardian"
Favorite person: I think anyone could figure that out!
How many im's going? none, too late for that.
Who's with you: Noone, (cept for everyone whos asleep in the house right now)
Are you in love? yes
Are you in like? yes
Are you single? yes
Mood: Running on the boost of Adrenalyine I got by missing my 2 o'clock sleeping window.. .
breakdowns = none
Caught up or way behind: Middle leaning towards caught up.
Horny: not really.. for now
Missing anybody: Yeah...
Loathe anybody: Not really

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Battle My Imp I dare you! :)

Xyberdawg's Battle Imp is

Alin

Backstabbing: 2 Dodgin': 10 Guts: 6 Magic Mojo: 3 Smackdown: 8

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-- Did I mention I am a big HIM fan? Great music --

Right Here In My Arms


What Song By HIM Are You?
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Oh, and I think Bill (one of the associates from electronics who was hired at the same time as me) was fired for missing so many days. He has had bronchitus lately (I think I spelled that wrong). and he hasent been at work for a week and 3 days. Out of the 3 electronics associates who were hired at the same time, im the only one left. They were gonna hire 2 others a lil while ago, both went for 3 interviews, but both of em failed the drug test.

So I've been working most of my 37hour work week, alone. its not a fun thing, esp when you have at times 4 departments you have to take care of by yourself.

I am also running on only 6 hours of sleep, I finally fell asleep at 4:30 this morning, just to wake up at 9:30. I really need to find away to counter my insomnia. The last time I really had a true good nights sleep was back when all I thought about was jayna, and I went to bed thinking about her. Now that I don't think about her as much, I just can't seem to sleep as well as I used to.

"He makes me feel weird."

Yesterday I was talking to Trish. And we started to talk about all the "Ferocious Guys" who she sees while at work. Same conversation, different subject, Mike was mentioned (the overnight electronics associate). I told her that the first she worked over in electronics, when she saw Mike, she looked like she had a crush on him or something. She said she didn't that actually he made her feel a lil weird. That when he smiles, it makes her feel uncomfortable. Then she said, with you its different, your more like a big bro. Someone who she can talk to, and someone who looks after her. (I do admit, I think I'm a tad protective w/ her at work. When guys start to come toward her to talk to her, I always make sure im in the area, out of site of the guy, but w/in her sight, so she knows im there if she needs me.

I tend to be that way around all girls tho. Don't know why, I just am. Im that way even w/ the girls I know could beat me up w/out even trying. I still would rather me get hurt alot to them getting hurt just a lil.

Well thats it for now. Im gonna hafta bring my camera to work so everyone will know who im talking about, :P

I too am Bucky <lj user="chibifoxia">

Which Cartoon Cat Are You? Quiz by gypsydance

Had to take this one, thanks to <lj user="chibifoxia">!

Which Agent Smith are you?

By Madeline Elster

Wedding Invitation? (For <lj user="onduck88">'s eyes only)

On Sat, I got a wedding invitation. I saw the return address, it was from "Dana Crouse" I immediately recognized the name. Noone else in my family reccognized it. It was from a disfellowshiped sister from pottsville. Im pretty sure I told ya about Jesse, a guy out here I was pretty close w/, who started sleeping w/ a sister in the congregation, and if that wasnt bad enough, she was married to a guy, and had a 8 year old daughter.

Well Dana is that sister. Her and Jesse are getting married. Me and Amy were the only 2 from the congregation invited. I've been talking to her alot about it lately. She said that the day she got it, her dad picked up the mail, and inquired Amy about it. When she showed him. He asked if he could keep it to show Jared. Both Jared and Ron (Amy's Dad) were on Jesse and Dana's Judicial Committee. I should find mine, and put it on file, just incase. I should tell the brothers about it. Even tho I know they are aware, but they should prolly be aware that its not just one person that they wrote to. Tho im sure Amy has let them know that I got one as well. Since she told me long before we got the invitations that we were gonna be the only ones invited. (Shes good friends w/ Jon, Dana's Ex-husband. He finds out all kind of stuff because he has to contact Dana, so she can have Courtney (their Daughter).

Not just did they have the nerve to invite me and amy, but they sent a RSVP w/ it. They wanted us to respond. But both me and Amy are gonna stand firm and not let them know if we are or are not going. I think both Jesse and Dana know we wont be going cause anytime they come into wal-mart, and see me working, they just turn, and walk in the opposite way.

When she first told me about it, she was taking me home from Ruby Tuesday's after our Tuesday Night Meeting. We were talking about how we wouldnt go. But if we did, it would be me and her sitting together alone away from everyone else there. And how would that look to everyone else? that 2 young wittnesses first of all went to a wedding of 2 disfellowshiped ppl. But also if we went together, we'd prolly look like a couple. We both were firm on our decision of not going. and it is a final decision for both of us.

OK.. enough ranting for now.. ill write more later.

Second time ive taken this test, both on different sites!

Which Member of the Endless Are You?

I guess I truly am death!

Basic Rules For Driving In Pennsylvania..............

1. Turn signals will give away your next move. A real Pennsylvania driver never uses them.

2. Under no circumstances should you leave a safe distance between you and the car in front of you, or the space will be filled in by somebody else putting you in an even more dangerous situation.

3. The faster you drive through a red light, the smaller the chance you have of getting hit.

4. Never, ever come to a complete stop at a stop sign. No one expects it and it will result in you being rear ended.

5. Never get in the way of an older car that needs extensive bodywork. Pennsylvania is a no-fault insurance state and the other guy doesn't have anything to lose.

6. Braking is to be done as hard and late as possible to ensure that your ABS kicks in, giving a nice, relaxing foot massage as the brake pedal pulsates. For those of you without ABS, it's a chance to stretch your legs.

7. Never pass on the left when you can pass on the right. It's a good way to scare people entering the highway.

8. Speed limits are arbitrary figures, given only as suggestions and are apparently not enforceable in Pennsylvania during rush hour.

9. Just because you're in the left lane and have no room to speed up or move over doesn't mean that a Pennsylvania driver flashing his high beams behind you doesn't think he can go faster in your spot.

10. Always slow down and rubberneck when you see an accident or even someone changing a tire.

11. Learn to swerve abruptly. Pennsylvnaia is the home of high-speed slalom driving thanks to the State Highway Department, which puts potholes in key locations to test drivers' reflexes and keep them on their toes.

12. It is traditional in Pennsylvania to honk your horn at cars that don't move the instant the light changes.

13. Remember that the goal of every Pennsylvania driver is to get there first, by whatever means necessary.

14. In the Pennsylvnia area flipping someone the bird' is considered a polite Pennsylvania salute. This gesture should always be returned.