Yesterday.

Yesterday I spent the most the day with my sister, the "Unnamed Female", and her parents. We went to a local amusement park. I had fun for the most part me, my sister and the Unnamed Female spent the entire time together while her parents sat around and watched people. We went on the Phoenix (a Wooden Roller coaster), the Twister (another wooden Roller coaster), the Skloosh (a Boat ride that Soaks you with a Huge wall of Water, also the only ride I sat with the "Unnamed Girl" most I went alone on), the Cosmotron (A ride that goes both forward and backwards in a circle, it is a laser light show, with strobes, fog, and good loud music (Dragula by Rob Zombie played this time)), one of the two carousels twice (It has rings you can collect then throw in a hole for fun. the Unnamed girl wanted to keep her rings, but this time she felt as if she had to listen and throw them back at the end.), we also went on the Italian Trapeze, Haunted House, and the Bumper Cars, They went on more but I couldn't handle a lot of them.

I did fine with not thinking too much about the Unnamed Girl, But on the way home from the park, her dad turned the radio to an oldies station, and a song that says "Girl, you're too young" came on, I didn't hear the you're any time it said it, I heard WE'RE instead of YOU'RE. Then her dad said that song is her theme. That really helped! After that I couldn't stop thinking of her! Glad she was in the back seat and I sat up front. I don't know how I would have felt sitting next to her when that came on.

Well a little later we had pizza, after pizza we went to their house briefly then her and her dad dropped me and my sis off at our house. What a day, 8 hours with the unnamed girl. and I only thought about her for an hour! I think I did decent yesterday.

Yikes!!

I cant beleive im falling for this girl. Shes always on my mind, and we are all over each other when we go to the public pool. (Just glad neither of us have private pools! Dont want to think what might happen) I mean I have accedently touched areas on her body when wrestling with her that i have no right to touch, Im not the kind of guy who beleives in casual sex or the touching of someone in certain areas just to have fun, those areas are to be seen and touched by the person, and there spouse thats it! I cant beleive I have done so much with her. I mean come on I've even been on what some people might call a date, me and her went to the public pool by ourselves unsupervised, usually when I go with her, we go with my sister, but at that time, I was just starting to fall for her... it took me a while. but now I know ive fallen head over heels for her. Im not a violent person but when someone said something mean to her, I honestly felt like i could turn the person inside out to the point his own mother coulndt recognize him. other than my family she is the only other person i would do that for...

well i might do that for some of my past crushes but its doubtfull considering my past crushes could all beat me up with out even trying.

What a time I've had lately!

Well very few of my friends know Ive been going through alot lately. (If you don't know then I'm not able to tell you.) I have heard stuff that I really shouldn't know, but oh well whats done is done, and I cant do anything about it. I will probobly hear more, and I will listen.

I have noticed lately that my mood has been reflecting what music ive listened to.

When Im...
really upset and depressed its Metallica.
happy, a joy to be around its Classical or Kingdom Melodies (Religious Music)
happy, a joy to be around, (but thinking alot about Relationships, Marriage, and an unnamed Female) then its Pink, Queen, Ace of Base, R. Kelly, Tank, and various music having to do with love.