Isn't there a phrase "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" or something like that? Well being limited in my time talking to her, doesnt help me at all to slow down how I think of her. I instead, seem to think about her more, and think of her more intensely. Today when I saw her shaking at the hall, I wanted to just give her a big hug, or at the very least, stick my hand out and hold her hand, just so maybe if she griped my hand, it would calm her nerves. She was about to have a panic attack, and I was worried about her through the entire meeting. I found myself looking in her direction the entire meeting.
Last night I had a hard time sleeping as I kept thinking about her. I even had a dream she worked today. When I KNOW she doesnt work today :(
I wanted to give her a call last night, just to say "I love you" but... I never had the chance.
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