I LOVE MY WOMAN!
I LOVE MY WOMAN!
I LOVE MY WOMAN!!
I LOVE MY WOMAN!
I LOVE MY WOMAN!!
Friday, January 09, 2004
A VERY GOOD DAY
Yup, today was good. I don't really remember much of the rest of the day, but the lunch hour I spent with Alison was WONDERFUL. Every day I realize just how much she truely means to me, and just how much she makes me happy. I love to be able to please her in anyway. It makes me feel like I have a purpose in life. I finally am able to spoil someone. And treat them as they deserve to be treated. Alison gives me the ability to fulfill a desire I have had all my life. To be able to make someone truly happy. I have always felt like a part of me was missing. Lately I feel whole, I have been able to utilize every fiber of my mind, body, heart, and soul in the last 7 months. I have used each of them at times, for one individual, but NEVER have I been able to do it like I do for Alison. Usually I just make a person happy for a day. But Alison I can make happy for a few days, or perhaps Much longer, but we both long to have each other forever. To a point that we never have to let go. We both love each other VERY MUCH.
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
Plans for the Future.
Alison and I were talking again today, around 9:45PM, and we both learned something. We realized that once we both attain what seems to be the hardest thing for both of us to get, a car (for me), and an apartment (for her), we will be able to get married with nothing else in our way. That was not what we learned though. What we learned was that between the two of us, we have just about everything we will need for an apartment together. I have the furniture for both Bedroom and Living Room, and she has all the pots, pans, dishes, and silverware. She also has the TV for our bedroom. The PS2 will go in the Living room (along with the rest of my video game consoles.) and her XBOX will go in our bedroom. This will give us ability to play video games in either room, and/or watch DVDs in either room. Though first we need to buy the DVD playback kit for the XBOX, I think I will pick up the Advanced XBOX cables at work, since I think I have one on clearance for only $10. Just in case we ever decide to put it in the living room, with the surround sound. I want to go to best buy, with my warranty info, and get a new PS2, because mine is getting old, and its wearing out fast (motor is starting to get VERY loud). My Warranty is good for about 6 months from now.
When J.R. and I talk, he always tells me that its amazing how Alison and I seem to have our lives completely planned out right now. I tell him most of it isn't planned, its just either falling into place (such as how me and her ended up with exactly what the other doesn't have for an apartment.) or we really have to strive at other things (such as my family.)
When J.R. and I talk, he always tells me that its amazing how Alison and I seem to have our lives completely planned out right now. I tell him most of it isn't planned, its just either falling into place (such as how me and her ended up with exactly what the other doesn't have for an apartment.) or we really have to strive at other things (such as my family.)
A breakthrough!
Today I went with Alison and her Mom cause Alison and I needed some time together. We left about 11:30, and I arrived back home around 1PM, The surprising thing, when I got home, Both mom and sis were laying on the couch, and they just asked who I went to lunch with. They knew I wasnt going to go to lunch alone. When I told them I went with Alison, they just smiled, and got a laugh on their faces. They didnt seem upset or anything. I think they have realized that I love Alison, and nothing they will ever say will prevent me from loving her. So they seem to be trying to be civil now. It feels ALOT better.
Sunday, January 04, 2004
Welp, time for me to buy a new monitor.
Grandma just walked into the doorway, not more than a foot away from the computer with a HEAVY DUTY magnet. The screen is completely screwed up, and it doesnt have a degause option.
I am haveing a rough day so far. I woke up late, not wanting to get up, because I had a feeling its going to be a REALLY bad day. I finaly woke up and took my shower, when i got out of my shower, there was a voicemail on my phone from Alison. She was having a bad day and needed to talk to someone, I wasnt there, I felt soooo Bad about that. So I started to worry, my stomache began to churn, I litterally worried myself sick about her. I went to the meeting, left halfway through, because I had to go see alison, and talk to her.
It pains me whenever I see her upset, she refuses to cry infront of me. But I know when shes about to, or when she is holding it back. I will be thinking of her all day. I REALLY miss her, and I just wish I could call off work sick, and spend the rest of the day with her. I am not going to like being this far away from her, when shes this down.
I am haveing a rough day so far. I woke up late, not wanting to get up, because I had a feeling its going to be a REALLY bad day. I finaly woke up and took my shower, when i got out of my shower, there was a voicemail on my phone from Alison. She was having a bad day and needed to talk to someone, I wasnt there, I felt soooo Bad about that. So I started to worry, my stomache began to churn, I litterally worried myself sick about her. I went to the meeting, left halfway through, because I had to go see alison, and talk to her.
It pains me whenever I see her upset, she refuses to cry infront of me. But I know when shes about to, or when she is holding it back. I will be thinking of her all day. I REALLY miss her, and I just wish I could call off work sick, and spend the rest of the day with her. I am not going to like being this far away from her, when shes this down.
Saturday, January 03, 2004
Sorry for not posting in a while...
Much has been going on lately. I have much to do in the next few months. Get a car, get a better job, propose (this time with the ring in hand), get married. I love 
my wife dearly. Even though we are not formally married, we are already married in our hearts and minds. We just need to let everyone else know how much we truely love each other.
These next few months are going to be very exciting. But at the same time they are going to be trying on both me and Alison because of how much we both anticipate them.
my wife dearly. Even though we are not formally married, we are already married in our hearts and minds. We just need to let everyone else know how much we truely love each other.These next few months are going to be very exciting. But at the same time they are going to be trying on both me and Alison because of how much we both anticipate them.
Wednesday, December 31, 2003
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
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The IMDB's Top 100 Movies. Bold the ones you have seen.
1 Godfather, The (1972)
2 Shawshank Redemption, The (1994)
3 Godfather: Part II, The (1974)
4 Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King, The (2003)
5 Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, The (2002)
6 Casablanca (1942)
7 Schindler's List (1993)
8 Shichinin no samurai (1954)
9 Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring, The (2001)
10 Citizen Kane (1941)
11 Star Wars (1977)
12 One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest (1975)
13 Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb (1964)
14 Rear Window (1954)
15 Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980)
16 Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)
17 Memento (2000)
18 Usual Suspects, The (1995)
19 Pulp Fiction (1994)
20 North by Northwest (1959)
21 Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain, Le (2001)
22 Psycho (1960)
23 12 Angry Men (1957)
24 Lawrence of Arabia (1962)
25 Silence of the Lambs, The (1991)
26 Buono, il brutto, il cattivo, Il (1966)
27 It's a Wonderful Life (1946)
28 Goodfellas (1990)
29 American Beauty (1999)
30 Vertigo (1958)
31 Sunset Blvd. (1950)
32 Pianist, The (2002)
33 Matrix, The (1999)
34 Apocalypse Now (1979)
35 To Kill a Mockingbird (1962)
36 Some Like It Hot (1959)
37 Taxi Driver (1976)
38 Paths of Glory (1957)
39 Third Man, The (1949)
40 C'era una volta il West (1968)
41 Fight Club (1999)
42 Boot, Das (1981)
43 Sen to Chihiro no kamikakushi (2001)
44 Double Indemnity (1944)
45 L.A. Confidential (1997)
46 Chinatown (1974)
47 Singin' in the Rain (1952)
48 Requiem for a Dream (2000)
49 Maltese Falcon, The (1941)
50 M (1931)
51 All About Eve (1950)
52 Bridge on the River Kwai, The (1957)
53 Monty Python and the Holy Grail (1975)
54 Se7en (1995)
55 Saving Private Ryan (1998)
56 Cidade de Deus (2002)
57 Raging Bull (1980)
58 Wizard of Oz, The (1939)
59 Rash?mon (1950)
60 Sting, The (1973)
61 American History X (1998)
62 Alien (1979)
63 Mr. Smith Goes to Washington (1939)
64 Leon (1994)
65 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968)
66 Vita è bella, La (1997)
67 Touch of Evil (1958)
68 Manchurian Candidate, The (1962)
69 Wo hu cang long (2000)
70 Treasure of the Sierra Madre, The (1948)
71 Great Escape, The (1963)
72 Clockwork Orange, A (1971)
73 Reservoir Dogs (1992)
74 Annie Hall (1977)
75 Amadeus (1984)
76 Jaws (1975)
77 Ran (1985)
78 On the Waterfront (1954)
79 Modern Times (1936)
80 High Noon (1952)
81 Braveheart (1995)
82 Apartment, The (1960)
83 Sixth Sense, The (1999)
84 Fargo (1996)
85 Aliens (1986)
86 Shining, The (1980)
87 Blade Runner (1982)
88 Strangers on a Train (1951)
89 Duck Soup (1933)
90 Metropolis (1927)
91 Finding Nemo (2003)
92 Donnie Darko (2001)
93 Toy Story 2 (1999)
94 Princess Bride, The (1987)
95 General, The (1927)
96 City Lights (1931)
97 Lola rennt (1998)
98 Full Metal Jacket (1987)
99 Notorious (1946)
100 Sjunde inseglet, Det (1957)
The IMDB's Top 100 Movies. Bold the ones you have seen.
1 Godfather, The (1972)
2 Shawshank Redemption, The (1994)
3 Godfather: Part II, The (1974)
4 Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King, The (2003)
5 Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, The (2002)
6 Casablanca (1942)
7 Schindler's List (1993)
8 Shichinin no samurai (1954)
9 Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring, The (2001)
10 Citizen Kane (1941)
11 Star Wars (1977)
12 One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest (1975)
13 Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb (1964)
14 Rear Window (1954)
15 Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980)
16 Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)
17 Memento (2000)
18 Usual Suspects, The (1995)
19 Pulp Fiction (1994)
20 North by Northwest (1959)
21 Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain, Le (2001)
22 Psycho (1960)
23 12 Angry Men (1957)
24 Lawrence of Arabia (1962)
25 Silence of the Lambs, The (1991)
26 Buono, il brutto, il cattivo, Il (1966)
27 It's a Wonderful Life (1946)
28 Goodfellas (1990)
29 American Beauty (1999)
30 Vertigo (1958)
31 Sunset Blvd. (1950)
32 Pianist, The (2002)
33 Matrix, The (1999)
34 Apocalypse Now (1979)
35 To Kill a Mockingbird (1962)
36 Some Like It Hot (1959)
37 Taxi Driver (1976)
38 Paths of Glory (1957)
39 Third Man, The (1949)
40 C'era una volta il West (1968)
41 Fight Club (1999)
42 Boot, Das (1981)
43 Sen to Chihiro no kamikakushi (2001)
44 Double Indemnity (1944)
45 L.A. Confidential (1997)
46 Chinatown (1974)
47 Singin' in the Rain (1952)
48 Requiem for a Dream (2000)
49 Maltese Falcon, The (1941)
50 M (1931)
51 All About Eve (1950)
52 Bridge on the River Kwai, The (1957)
53 Monty Python and the Holy Grail (1975)
54 Se7en (1995)
55 Saving Private Ryan (1998)
56 Cidade de Deus (2002)
57 Raging Bull (1980)
58 Wizard of Oz, The (1939)
59 Rash?mon (1950)
60 Sting, The (1973)
61 American History X (1998)
62 Alien (1979)
63 Mr. Smith Goes to Washington (1939)
64 Leon (1994)
65 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968)
66 Vita è bella, La (1997)
67 Touch of Evil (1958)
68 Manchurian Candidate, The (1962)
69 Wo hu cang long (2000)
70 Treasure of the Sierra Madre, The (1948)
71 Great Escape, The (1963)
72 Clockwork Orange, A (1971)
73 Reservoir Dogs (1992)
74 Annie Hall (1977)
75 Amadeus (1984)
76 Jaws (1975)
77 Ran (1985)
78 On the Waterfront (1954)
79 Modern Times (1936)
80 High Noon (1952)
81 Braveheart (1995)
82 Apartment, The (1960)
83 Sixth Sense, The (1999)
84 Fargo (1996)
85 Aliens (1986)
86 Shining, The (1980)
87 Blade Runner (1982)
88 Strangers on a Train (1951)
89 Duck Soup (1933)
90 Metropolis (1927)
91 Finding Nemo (2003)
92 Donnie Darko (2001)
93 Toy Story 2 (1999)
94 Princess Bride, The (1987)
95 General, The (1927)
96 City Lights (1931)
97 Lola rennt (1998)
98 Full Metal Jacket (1987)
99 Notorious (1946)
100 Sjunde inseglet, Det (1957)
The longest Day Ever....
But with the BEST lunch hour ever!
I worked today from 9AM to 6PM. We were very busy. by the time 1PM came, I was ready to jet. I ran to the back, clocked out, and ran back to my car. I called Alison, which got her out of the shower. I told her to get her clothes on, cause I was on my way to take her out to lunch. Instead she tells me just to get there, and we could eat at their house. Sounded great to me, so I headed over, and was greeted by a kiss. We went inside, and she fixed lunch for me. Leftover Stromboli YUMMY :). (Twas a Chicken Ranch Stromboli) Then we sat on the couch and watched cartoons. That woman's skin is so soft when she just gets out of the shower, I loved holding her normally, but today it was even better. She had an ear to ear smile. We had even more opportunity to torment each other more than normal, but we didn't. We just enjoyed each other's company, and we cuddled. I thought I liked Cuddling before on the picnic table at work. But its so much better, and much more comfortable in a couch. I REALLY can't wait till I can do that all the time.
There is one thing I am both looking forward to, and not looking forward to, The day that I have to go to work, just after the honeymoon, and leave my dearest wife home. I will soooo want to either call off, or take her with me!
Thats how I felt when leaving today, I knew I had to... but I just didn't want to. I either wanted to bring her with me, or stay there.
I worked today from 9AM to 6PM. We were very busy. by the time 1PM came, I was ready to jet. I ran to the back, clocked out, and ran back to my car. I called Alison, which got her out of the shower. I told her to get her clothes on, cause I was on my way to take her out to lunch. Instead she tells me just to get there, and we could eat at their house. Sounded great to me, so I headed over, and was greeted by a kiss. We went inside, and she fixed lunch for me. Leftover Stromboli YUMMY :). (Twas a Chicken Ranch Stromboli) Then we sat on the couch and watched cartoons. That woman's skin is so soft when she just gets out of the shower, I loved holding her normally, but today it was even better. She had an ear to ear smile. We had even more opportunity to torment each other more than normal, but we didn't. We just enjoyed each other's company, and we cuddled. I thought I liked Cuddling before on the picnic table at work. But its so much better, and much more comfortable in a couch. I REALLY can't wait till I can do that all the time.
There is one thing I am both looking forward to, and not looking forward to, The day that I have to go to work, just after the honeymoon, and leave my dearest wife home. I will soooo want to either call off, or take her with me!
Thats how I felt when leaving today, I knew I had to... but I just didn't want to. I either wanted to bring her with me, or stay there.
Saturday, December 20, 2003
Yipes, the Pain!
I woke up at 6AM this morning in excruciating pain. My neck was stuck, forcing my head to face left. I couldnt move it even the slightest bit without feeling very sharp pain.
Grandma put some Vapor Rub on my neck, and gave me some excedrin for the pain, at least to try and dull it a bit. And I slept in and out 'til 12ish, when I finally got up. I called off work at 1:30 because my neck still wasnt working correctly. Around 4:30 I could finally get my neck to move enough so that I could face near straight.
About 10 min ago I was finally able to Turn my head slightly to the right. I can turn it roughly 45 degrees to the right at this moment. But I can move 90 degress to the left.
Hopefully by the time I go to bed tonight, I should be able to turn to completely to the right.
Grandma put some Vapor Rub on my neck, and gave me some excedrin for the pain, at least to try and dull it a bit. And I slept in and out 'til 12ish, when I finally got up. I called off work at 1:30 because my neck still wasnt working correctly. Around 4:30 I could finally get my neck to move enough so that I could face near straight.
About 10 min ago I was finally able to Turn my head slightly to the right. I can turn it roughly 45 degrees to the right at this moment. But I can move 90 degress to the left.
Hopefully by the time I go to bed tonight, I should be able to turn to completely to the right.
Friday, December 19, 2003
Overtime....
Next week I will be working overtime. I got asked to work on 2 of my 3 days off that week. I was supposed to have Tues, thurs, and Fri off. But now I have just Thursday, Christmas Day off.
I am not completely sure, but I think my schedule is as follows:
Sat 3-11
Sun 3-11
Mon 3-11
Tues 8-5
Wed 9-6
Thurs off
Fri 1-10
That should be 5 hours overtime that week :)
I am not completely sure, but I think my schedule is as follows:
Sat 3-11
Sun 3-11
Mon 3-11
Tues 8-5
Wed 9-6
Thurs off
Fri 1-10
That should be 5 hours overtime that week :)
Thursday, December 18, 2003
DAMN!!!! I cannot wait for Nov 2004!!
I just got home from a day of LOTR, First me and my sister went to see Return of the King at the Hazelton Regal Theatre. AWESOME MOVIE! Great end (?) to an epic movie saga. I cant wait for the True end in November, when the Extended Edition is released. the anticipation has me!!
After the movie we went to the Wal-Mart in Hazelton. I bought the Lord of the Rings Monopoly, The Trilogy Edition.
And the Lord of the Rings Risk
After that, we went to Taco Bell.
Then we went to KB Toy Works, outside of Taco Bell, and my sister bought:
A Gimli and Legolas on Horseback Mini-Figurine (from the Armies of Middle-Earth collection)
and
"Good" Smeagol Action Figure
(I bought her the "Bad" Gollum Action Figure the Counterpart to this one, for her Graduation back in June '03.)
(BTW the Smeagol / Gollum figures are the Two Towers Series)
After the movie we went to the Wal-Mart in Hazelton. I bought the Lord of the Rings Monopoly, The Trilogy Edition.
And the Lord of the Rings Risk
After that, we went to Taco Bell.
Then we went to KB Toy Works, outside of Taco Bell, and my sister bought:
A Gimli and Legolas on Horseback Mini-Figurine (from the Armies of Middle-Earth collection)
and
"Good" Smeagol Action Figure
(I bought her the "Bad" Gollum Action Figure the Counterpart to this one, for her Graduation back in June '03.)
(BTW the Smeagol / Gollum figures are the Two Towers Series)
We're off to see the Wizard....
The wonderfull Wizard... named Gandalf!!!
I will be leaving in about an hour to go see LOTR:ROTK I can't wait.
Hope everyone has a great day today.
Alison, I love you! I shalll be thinking of you my love.
I will be leaving in about an hour to go see LOTR:ROTK I can't wait.
Hope everyone has a great day today.
Alison, I love you! I shalll be thinking of you my love.
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
| My LiveJournal Sitcom |
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| xyberdawg's secretary (WB, 2:30): poxylox (Ariauna Albright) bites xyberdawg (Harry Connick Jr.). That night, namo (Lucy Lawless) and glassslippers (Jonathan Rhys Meyers) find a lost monkey at the doctor's office. That same day, irishdani (Lon Chaney) gets in trouble with the law when missxziggy (Pam Grier) discusses unicycles with an undercover cop. Afterwards, lordmoley (Billy Crudup) eats onduck88 (Mark Wahlberg)'s raspberry cheesecake. Upstairs, theultimateend (Tori Spelling) learns a card trick from japanclub (Jim Carrey). Presented in HDTV. |
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AWE!!
I woke up to the sound of my cell phone going off, I knew who was calling by the ringtone. It was my dearest Alison. She wasnt expecting me to pick up the phone. But she called just to say she loves me. I know she said it in a different way, a way that nearly brought tears to my eyes, and would have if I was more awake. Right now I can barely remember the conversation. Cause I went back to bed right after. But I do remember her saying "I respect your mom, and her decisions. Because I know she doesnt want us to be hurt. And its for the best" or something close to that.
I am now on Cloud 9 :)
I am now on Cloud 9 :)
Monday, December 15, 2003
Friday, December 12, 2003
DVD's I bought yesterday
 The Hobbit | I used to watch this movie every time I went to my Aunt Betty's house, in California. This is the movie that started me on my Tolkein Frenzy. |
 The Lord of the Rings | I havent seen this one yet, but its the movie that comes between the 2 I saw. |
 The Return of the King | Me and My family first saw this movie, after we saw the Two Towers in Theatres. My sister found it at work, and she brought it home. It was definately not a kids movie, but it wasnt true to the book either. |
 CutThroat Island | I used to watch this movie all the time at my grandma's house. This was one of our favorite movies. Had to buy it. |
Tuesday, December 09, 2003
What HTML Color are you?
#E0FFFF |
Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working. Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation. |
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